Everything turned black until I couldn’t see you anymore,

You disappeared in the shadows, leaving me behind with nothing.

I can still feel your lips on mine, how is that possible?

I can smell your scent, why smells everything like you?

I want to forget you but I can’t,

Like a junkie I am sitting here, not moving, time stopped.

It feels like I can’t breathe anymore, my body wants to feel you again,

It wants to feel your heat again, I want to feel your love again.

Trapped in the darkness there is no way out of it,

Suddenly I see you right in front of me, it feels so real,

My hand reaches out to touch you but the smile on your lips fades away,

An evil smirk replaces it showing me your true identity.

Your kisses were sweet, once, in the past, a long time ago,

But you said it yourself, you never loved me, is it true or just to hurt me?

It won’t change a thing, I still fight with the past,

I still fight with the demons in my head.

You left me alone with the pain, the demons who were slowly killing me,

I was desperate, didn’t ask for help to a point of no return,

But then I found something, someone who is worth all of it,

She showed me what matters and that we all can do it.

I still fight with the demons inside me but now I am stronger than them,

I colored the 10 of September red in my calendar,

Help others, show them that they are worth it to live,

I want to show them that love is the movement.