Previously

     Eunwoo gripped Shin's hand softly and kissed it like a gentle breeze. "I don't know when it happened, but because of my feelings, I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes."

     "I have to go I was supposed to be back an hour ago." Shin looked down shamefully and took his hand away and left Eunwoo alone.

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Shin's Pov 5 weeks later

     Was I too harsh? Maybe I should contact him? Maybe I should explain? No, I understand what I did and I have to expect that. Although it was through many complicated words, I knew what you meant. I know I shouldn't have been that harsh. I left you on a bad note. I was thinking about that day that I practically rejected Eunwoo and whether or not I should contact him. I heard a quite BUZZ/PING from my phone when I looked at it I seen a couple messages from Eunwoo, bit the catch it wasn't him. I didn't recognize who it was at first because I changed his name from 😁Buddy Bun😁 to 🍞Baby Bun🍞.

     🍞Baby Bun🍞: Hey this is JinJin from Eunwoo's band Astro. I would love to do introductions, but he's looking for his phone. But I will tell you that I what's the one he told about August 9th. About where he was going, what he was doing, and who he was doing it with. I'm telling you this because Eunwoo hasn't left his room for the past few weeks.

     🍞Baby Bun🍞: He only comes out to practice and for promotions with Astro. I never see him eat, so I'm guessing he rarely eats, and the members hear him scream and cry all night. I'm not asking for sympathy, but in 20 minutes can you please text or call him and explain to him what happened that day. Thank you.

     👑Baby Prince 👑: Of course I will don't worry.

     "Shin it's time to leave for the mv shooting!" I sat up quickly completely forgetting that we had a mv shoot today. I got ready and headed downstairs where everyone was and we left.

     When we got there I was pondering a little too much. Is he actually doing those things? Will he be okay? What if I don't contact him? I know I'll brake down if I hear Eunwoo's voice. What am I thinking, I'll just text him it's not like he'll hear my voice crack. What I'm really curi-.. "Shin get you head out of the clouds. We're filming a mv right now and we kinda need you to focus and not to be paying attention to other things. Okay?" Junseong slightly scolded me, but put a hand on my shoulder gently. "I really need you to focus, so I can leave."

     Laughing I nodded, but I couldn't focus, I just couldn't. The camera director looked at me, "Shin-ah focus so you can go home quicker, 알았어 (okay)?" The concern on her face made me realize that I should actually pay attention.

     "I'm sorry. I'll try hard to pay attention." I smiled.

     I made it through the mv shoot, even if it made 20 minutes for me to focus, I still made it through. I sighed as I laid down on my bed and looked up at my ceiling. It's been one hetic day! Only if I could be with Eunwoo. EUNWOO! "Crap! It's been 5 1/2 hours! Shit!" I yelled looking at my desk top clock confirming that I did in fact forgot to text him

     👑Baby Prince👑: I'm so sorry I got side tracked. I'm sorry BunBun.

     🍞Baby Bun🍞: Is it really you Shin?

     I could practically hear his shock. 👑Baby Prince👑: Yes, Eunwoo, it's me, your Baby Prince. Let's call later. I want to hear your voice again.

     🍞Baby Bun🍞: Sure. I'll wait for your call.

     🍞Baby Bun🍞: I missed you... sent at 11:35 p.m

     I heard my name get called by Dongjun, "Coming!" I went downstairs in a hurry to go back up. I soon realized that this conversation was going to be awhile.

     "Shin, what happened August 9th? There has to be something since you are so out of focus." Kangsung stated with worry.

     "Nothing drastic happened that day. Me and Eunwoo went to the MoonSet Cafe down the street. We spent a while just talking there. Then we went to a park and I lost track of time and got home really late." I said flat out.

     "Your lieing aren't you. What really happened?" I new I was in trouble if they found out i was lieing so I didn't say anything. Prince continued after not getting a respones from me, "Shin hyung, just because you're older than me doesn't me you can ignore me."

     "I'm not lieing, Prince." I tried to tell him tell them calmly, but it sounded forced, "I just don't want to get into detail." I said finally giving up on defending myself. "Now can I go I have something to do."

     They all nodded one by one. I ran upstairs and called Eunwoo immediately. He picked up within a ring or two. "I can't believe your actually calling me." The happiness in his voice made me so soft for him, sadly it didn't last long when I heard his words start to crack I knew I wasn't able to hold out much longer. "Shin, I thought you hated me, because of what happened. I thought I could wait for you and not do anything, but these last few weeks have been a bit tough on me."

     "Eunwoo.." I tried to get his attention but it didn't go my way he just kept talking.

     "I never thought about calling or texting you in fear that I might get rejected. I never knew that you would end up texting me first." He was crying and he wouldn't listen to me.

     "Baby Bun listen to me." Just as I expected my feelings got the best of me and my vocals cracked. "You have no idea how much of a toll this break I've missed you so much these past 5 weeks. I always think about reaching you, but I don't and I always regret it." I heard him sniffiling on the other side of the phone and I felt bad.

     "S-Shin I didn't know this break was such a toll on you. May we meet up?" I felt an emotion I haven't felt in a long time, happines, spread througn my bones.

     "Of course Eunwoo." I made the plans. Where and when we were going to meet was all up to me. I got ready then went downstairs.

     "Shin." Junseongs voice was strict and was in the need to talk. "Where are you going?"

     "Junseong, I'm going out. I'll be fine. Just tell the others I'll be back by 9-9:15, 알았어?" He sighed and nodded stating that I must be back by that time. "Thank you! I promise I'll be back."

     I then set off for MoonSet Cafe. I made it but I was 5 minutes late. I found Eunwoo. He was looking a bit down and was talking to himself, so being the person I was I listened in. "Was he lying about coming? No way, he was the one who made the plans. Why am I doubting myself? Probably because he was the one who came first the last time." He started scolding himself, so I thought it was best if I stopped him. I ended up gettting the same smoothie from before, payed and poited to where Eunwoo was and told them to put it there.

     I walked over a sat across him. His voice was so hoarse I could tell he was crying. "Sorry sir but that seat is taken."

     I smiled, knowing that he still had hope I'd turn up made me want to hold him. I got up and moved to be right next to him. I felt flirty, so I slid my hand to be on his thigh slowly and whispered in his ear, "Is this seat taken?"

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