I have to get full control of my body, I can’t carry on like this for much longer. I need to come up with a plan, but what can it be?
“I can help you with that,” the voice from earlier returned.
“Who are you?” I asked.
“You can call me Joe,”
“How can you help me?”
“I know a way you can gain full control over your body,”
“How?” I asked curiously. Control is exactly what I have been yearning for since Lee forcefully took over my body and control is what I need right now to teach the wolf a lesson but more importantly, I need to survive. I don’t know how much longer I will live like this and I don’t want to be stuck like this if it is possible to be here forever.
“You have to separate yourself from your wolf spirit,” Joe surprised me. Separate from my wolf spirit? Is that even possible? I’ve never heard of anyone separating from their wolf side before.
“How do I do that?”
“It’s easy. All you have to do is think really carefully about being separate from your wolf and it will happen,”
“Then I will do it immediately,” I decided. I don’t want to spend another second away from my mate and I
“Wait,” Joe interrupted my thoughts.
“What is it?”
“There might be consequences,”
I knew it, it was too good to be true. It always is.
“What are the consequences?
“Once you are separate from your wolf spirit, you may loose your bond with your mate but your wolf spirit will still have his bond with her,”
“That’s hardly fair for me. It will only benefit him by bringing my mate closer to him. What’s the point?” I asked miserably. My wolf side is already on his high horse, I can’t let him take even more.
“I can see where you’re coming from but it’s the only way you can be free from him and it’s the only chance to see your mate again. He’ll be on high alert from now one to prevent losing control ever again,”
“Fine,” I sighed. “I’ll do it,”
Then I thought about being separate from my wolf side. I thought hard about us being individuals, him a wolf and me a human.
After a minute, I came out of the darkness and was face to face with my wolf. Lee glared at me because he realised what I had just done and didn’t look happy about it at all. Amber was standing close to him in shock, she had no idea what was going on.
“Amber,” I said softly and indicated with my hand towards me.
“Jay is that you?” Amber asked.
“Yes,” I said. Amber smiled and ran into my arms. I was glad to still feel our mate bond, I guess that Joe voice was wrong about loosing the mate bond.
“Jay what’s going on? Why is there a wolf over there who looks like Lee?” Amber asked as she pointing at the growling wolf.
“That wolf is Lee,”
“He’s Lee but isn’t he supposed to be part of you?” Amber asked with a confused frown.
“Not anymore, we’re separated,”
“How come?”
“It was the only was I could have full control over my body,”
“So what happens now?”
“Now....... We get rid of him,” I said with a look of disgust at the wolf.
“You can’t get rid of him,” Amber disagreed.
“Yes I can,”
“But why?”
“He deserves to be rid of after everything he has done,”
“I know what he did was wrong but you can’t make him leave,”
“I can,”
“Please don’t make him leave, let him stay,” Amber pleaded. How am she just forgive him for what he has done?
“He can’t stay,”
“Please. He can stay in the back garden so you won’t have to see him,” Amber suggested.
“What if the neighbours see him?” I asked with a raised eyebrow.
“They won’t,”
“Fine, he can stay,” I said giving in too quickly but how could I have said no my mate. “But don’t blame me if he is spotted and murdered,”
“Really?” Amber asked. I knew she would only hear the part of me agreeing to let the traitor stay. That’s what he is now. I have lost all trust in him. Why was he my wolf spirit in the first place? The wolf spirit is supposed to help the human side through life not be obsessed over the mate they both share and try to take her away.
“Really,” I replied and Amber hugged me tightly.
“Thank you,” Amber smiled before letting me go..
“I don’t want to see him in the house ever again, if he sets one filthy paw in the house then he’s gone understand?” I made my conditions clear.
“Yes,” Amber agreed.
“Good. Now show him out before I change my mind,” I said and with that Amber gestured for my wolf to follow her outside through the sliding glass double back doors.
5 minutes later, Amber returned and closed the double doors without the wolf.
“You still love him don’t you?” I asked with a knowing look her but got no reply so I took it as a yes.
“After all he’s done to split us apart?” I asked in a hurt voice. How can the one I love the most care about the one who hurt me the most?
“You would have done the same in his position. He only wanted to spend time with me but you didn’t let him, what was he supposed to have done?“Amber asked.
“He should have been patient, I would have let him see you eventually. I was just teaching him a lesson after he wouldn’t give me control,”
“Oh really?” Amber asked but I knew she didn’t believe me.
“Yes really,” I said.
“Lee didn’t know that. You could’ve told me at least so I could’ve told him and then maybe he would have given you your body back,”
“It’s too late now,”
“You’re right,” it’s too late now,”
“I’m sorry,” I apologised quietly.“This is all my fault,”
Maybe if I had let the wolf out sometimes, we wouldn’t hate each other right now and he wouldn’t be separated.
“This isn’t your fault,” Amber disagreed as she put her arms around me.
“It is. If I had let him see you more then he wouldn’t have taken over and we wouldn’t have been apart all this time,”
“It’s ok Jay. There’s nothing you could have done. I have a feeling that even if you did let me see him, he still would have done that,”
“Why do you think that?” I asked.
“He changed. He was lovely when I first met him but then he was really possessive over me like he was possessed or something,”
“He didn’t ever hurt you did he?” I asked in concern.
“No he was always really gentle,” Amber assured me.
“Ok it’s been a long day, we should go to bed,”
“Can I say goodnight to Lee first?” Amber asked with hopeful eyes.
“Ok but be quick,” I agreed.
“I will,” Amber smiled and made her way to the back garden, I followed her.
I saw her walk up to the wolf, she hugged him and then she whispered something into his ear that I didn’t catch as I no longer had any wolf abilities from the separation.
We walked inside and went to bed. I was exhausted, I put my arms around Amber and instantly fell asleep.
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