36. They talk to you because they want you to do something for them. If you give them a rough solution they will not follow it because it's beyond their believe. If they have left you once they will come back to you the same, that means you have to live with the same thing that you once despise. They want you to take care of them, you can't enjoy life because they want to enjoy their life, in that case you have to share your precious time like you are wasting it for them. They will talk like they are doing this for you but we all know how selfish we all are. We are doing what we all like in any way or other.

37. You should not give one person all the power. People are human like you, no Matter what kind of life he lead, no matter how kind he is, he will abuse his power when he reach certain point. You are all conscious, so you can reach certain point of conscious existence at any time. So try to treat others equally. There are certain negative emotions like anger and greed always gets in the way. Not everyone has the control over it. Power of society should be given in such a way that all of his actions can be criticized and abolished when it is necessary. That's why there need to be more than one leader in power so that they can properly analyse any decision, one to convince the other to reach a  proper decision. A decision from a well recognised group decision is a better decision. When they reach a decision it proves how stabble their mind is and they are close to reasonable. Voting is a good way to reach a reasonable decision as well as selecting the people who fight for such decisions. Any kind of selecting people should not be considered as majority or minority but individuals who are wise to consider based on the close to the truth info. Any political groups should be complex enough to be a collection of individuals who don't get convince just because they are friends.

38. Any emotional attachment always breaks you when you lose that attachment. You can call that attachment anything you want but remember such attachment is only special to you. Others not always understand such attachment because similar thing may not have happened to them. When you are young you may think you have to be what counts, but when you are older you understand the limitations, you then understand every thing you have you can lose at any time or any moment. So keep your self calm. You are your only best truth. Getting everything will not make your life more easier but it will give you more choices. With more choices your life gets more complex and difficult. Breathe and breathe, keep calm, don't panic, think and make close to good decisions.

39. Find an alternative if you think something is wrong, or something you will do will haunt you. It is about you, life is all about you. Communicate with others, don't make others wait, don't make them frustrate over you, make your peace as soon as possible. Try to get more from life, don't stay in one place.  The more people there are the more life gets hard. Be the one you need to be, know your self on what you truly are. If you think they deserve your anti-emotions give it to them. Be cautious about your actions, (people steals, they hunt) they can even kill you for any of your wrong step or steps if you give them enough reason or their life was in such a way. So learn to defend your self. If you can be kind enough or close enough to be kind, then the kindness will not be a fantasy anymore, same goes for anything.

40. This would be a scripture of God if I said, God wanted you to do it. Many would have been took me seriously and decided to kill for it, those who believe it from an early age like it is their life. Human mind always tries to defend itself from mockery, violence is wrong but it is right for you where you think it is necessary, just don't be a hothead and you will see where it is necessary. Although you emotions are fake, it gives you the fact how the people around you are. People around you treated you like that and thats why you are feeling this. Don't kill yourself just because something went wrong, wait and observe, you will make it right, believe in yourself.

41. Nothing is binary like only black or white, there are more colors, you have to evolve your sight. If you can not see you have to repair your eyes. If you can not do it yourself find someone who can do it for you.  Negotiate and compromise, better to lose something than all of what you have or had.

42. One of the best thing you can do when you do not know an answer you can admit you don't know the answer but you will research and can get back to it. You don't have to pretend to know everything. You don't have to share an immediate opinion but some people do not know it. They will try to isolate you, it is only best for you to accept what is happening and do what you think is right. It develops your existence, makes you more conscious when you get out of it showing the best proper way to get out of it.

43. To get out of your addiction train your self on not to fall. Bring your life under a routine, begin with something not everything.

44. When you are alone, tortured or hurt, frustration makes you it's part, you seek God as your kindest friend, sometimes you think an answer is given, but it is you who constructed that God. We all have our own version of God or Gods, believe if you want to believe or be realistic. Think about your next step and act upon it. You may fail or you may pass, you can expect greatness, or expect the worst possible thing and in that way you will not be disappointed.

45. Don't believe what you see and don't see what you believe. Man's mind can trick you into thinking he is dead while they are standing right in front of you. Don't get confused, they are trying to confuse you to make themselves smart, to make you see they are trying their best. Remember all human first think about how the action will effect them, aka selfish.

46. Be tough and smart when there is no one to carry you. Learn to let go, hard work is not for everyone, without smart and strong mind nothing ever pays. Don't stay stupid, you have to learn from your mistakes, you have to apply all the methods to reach on a perfect solution to a problem. Everything is chance, it's like either you will survive or you will die. Everything is a percentage, its like a scale. To predict the conclusion, you have to know all the possible outcomes.

47. Imagine a bus with 30 sits, first person to enter get the choice of 30, the second person to enter get the choice of 29. The 30th person have only one choice, what about the  31th person where will he sit, he will need to stand up and wait for one of the 30 persons to get up or vanish. World works like that, the more people there are the less choice you have, the less freedom you have, you can't always make a new sit. You can not share everything, you know your self better than me or any other human. You know what to do. To get freedom or to ensure  first you need to make place for it.

48. Here all human is a he or all human is a she, I considered them truly equal, in my imaginative constructive mind. He who says he don't believe in anything also is a believe of his believable existence. She who is in a he-body, they(LGBTQ) can change their figures, but for their previous binary existence, they will always be a part of, they will think in that way. Nothing really changes, it just resets to a previous form, to go forward in a new look. The foundation is always there until there is nobody to remember it or search for it. They can also make it a new ideology for others to follow. That's why I always say, " find your own way, find your own faith, find own rules to follow, a set of rules can save you, the others are not you."

49. The mind yours when it is young, you think you can change the world, you think you have the perfect ideology. You may gain followers, other individuals who believe in you, who stand up with you and walk with you. Don't see a sky that is blue just because it seems real to you, a sky is an illusion of sun and your environment. Your mind construct tricks on you, so don't get fooled. A smart decision makes you proud, so be smart and try to make smart decisions.
50. What creates beauty for people, do you think it is different for man and woman? A female body is beauty for a man, a male body is a beauty for a woman, your thinking is binary but reality is not. You can say they are all equal but in reality there are many percentage of sorts . As an individual they are all unique, yet they find friendship on their each common grounds. Some sometimes forgets how to even talk, some gets obsessed and then they stalk. Some murders, some murder the murderers. They all think they are right in their own unique way. Every possible existence is already in this universe. So if there is a multi-verse the combination will not be ours but for the particles.

51. Once I was full of emotions, strong emotions for my parents, for my brother, for my uncles, for my sister. All those feelings now I understand, how fake they were. I am me and others are not me, they never were and they will never be. There are dicease s like Alzheimer's that proves my memories are also not a thing. Experience, experiment all fades away. Everything becomes nothing, a matter of time. Whatever you do, just remember  do whatever you like, think or not think. This is not a contradiction, this is real, I am both right and wrong at the same time and so are you. You fear is real when it's a threat, your love is real when it's a need.


52. Your subconscious construction is your dream. When your mind thinks they are real, you scream. In your mind those dream stories happen so slow, whoever watching you sleeping observes your rapid eye movement so fast. You die, you wake, like you have got a parallel universe break. Remember if your dream can fool you into thinking they are real, imagine what this real world really is that is fooling you since you were born. You cry on your emotions, you get pain on hard touch on you skin, you get pleasure on s & m or on rubbing your genitals, this universe is not a miracle, it's a fooling environment for natural laws to perform.  What I am telling you is even this universe was fooled to be in existence. Tell me about this laws again, gravity,any equal or opposite force, ratio of anything, any action of anything. They  become real when you search them, otherwise the world is ignorant. When you are searching them that means you started your searching with your beliefs and logics. Now laws of the universe has a face which is based on your life and experience.

53. When you feel you know someone you develop a strong urge to touch them, to feel them in a way that would fill the void in your mind that was created based on your conclusion of knowing them. But that person may or may not have any knowledge of your existence. Only this created void makes you crazy. It becomes an addiction to go through with it, if your mind is hyper-creative. You just want to express your void any way or another, sometimes the void can be filled with a small touch of talking or hugs. Sometimes you take it to the next label, the evil kind. If that someone is an opposite sex you try to rape them, like that is the only one thing that would make you feel alive again. What we try not to do is feel invisible again. We all want acceptance from anything or everything. Life would have been so much easier if our emotions were real, not some element s we all try to hide. If we try to take care of each other here and there and not selective about it higher population would have worked, but we don't like to share. That's why world need another reset like 12500 years ago. May this time we will be more open to each other.

54. Stories starts with real theme, but to make it more exciting the creator of those stories make it a fantasy where the hero can hold the lightsAber and fight Darth Vader but in reality hero have to go through a very difficult life or he had to die to inspire others, because Darth Vader is not really Luke s father in real life.

55. I wanted to be an astronaut too, then I found out about humans. World is not black and White, we are nothing more than animals who just think better. Nobody remembers a guy who was born 2000 years ago. Our world dies with us, what's beyond that is not our world. If you show up every time; people notice you, from when you don't show up anymore people forgets you or replace you with something or someone else. We are truly alone, if someone is there for you it just means they have nothing better to do.

56. With consciousness like ours, if you know some stories you can modify them. Like I modified some biblical stories. Can you be sure this biblical stories wasn't modified from before?

A. Adam and Eve was created with consciousness in a lab by the one wanted to experience control (God) over equals, they were kept like pets. They could do everything but to eat the apple of freedom. And they choose freedom to explore more, to experience more, to learn more, they found there is a big planet outside the lab full of other lives and they named it paradise. By knowing each other more they committed sex. Without controlled law and will the population of paradise grew  until the planet reached its point of destruction from abuse of the planet.

 B.  Noah put the structure of all life in his ark (container). He made his ark explored the galaxy milky way until it found another suitable planet and  introduce life to it. After many years life on that planet formed differently. We human one of all life call this planet "earth".

 C. Moses one of the prince of  crown was blessed with the knowledge of freedom. The crown feraun had so much slaves. He wanted to free them, one day he left with everybody to build a new civilization of free people. Feraun followed him but a big tsunami happened that took feraun and his army under it. Moses and his followers were saved by the high mountains.