Read BOI :: Part 1: Individuals [3]

57. You can ignore the fact that evil does not exist but it exist within only people. You can call it evil but in reality it is just a human action. Here, as I said again and again, kindness is the fantasy. Human does not do anything if they don't feel the need, the need can be for them or the people they care about. Saying please is a good thing, not saying curse in your language is a good thing. You should try to heck the mind of others. Learn to convince them, notice what is their facial expressions. The problem is always those who are your competition, that's why we need to control the population. Kids are not always a good thing just because it feels good to have them and take care of them. For a better life quality and quantity always causes extra effects. This qualification can change the mind of the selector s to not to select you. Your previous generation survive d that does not mean you will survived too. World is not only knowledge gathering, you can understand it and bend it according to your will. Just remember "if this is the end, you have to use everything."

58. Some female always think of themselves the mother of nation, always in a mode to order males around like a queen but not in a mode to do it themselves but to complain. Younger generation all think they are the order of the new age thinking the older generations are stupid. It is easier for younger generation because everything is easy for them, they can ask anything or anyone, but the older ones were always in depair, they had to decide considering real value of society and respect. Do not disrespect anyone unless they are out of line that way you can learn more about life. Smile when you talk, be friendly. Show also kindness to your enemy. Best thing to gain is to gather trust even from your enemy.

59. It seems that young people do need an authority, aka God to make them understand fear of doing something bad. From atheist families I understood that same thing can be done by a father's love. Parentship is very necessary to make a perfect kind human. If you show your kids the bad side of society they will be bad and if you show them the good side they will try their best to be good.

60. Don't ignore your history. You are here because of your history. If you can not see what is in front of you, you can not see what is above you. Sometimes when human is brainwashed by what is in front of them, they ignore what is above them and they replace it with something else.

61. Let me tell you about me, I am a student of existence, a student of all the happenings and stories, why everything turns out in a way that is needed, or create a future of future incidents, A student of choice s and chances, a student of the law of the universe, a student of my own existence. No matter what I do I can't escape myself until my world ends or get paused. I am an individual, I am a scientist and an anti-existence. As I am an existence, if something of my universe exists, I exist. Everything is my relative and I am a relative of everything that is this universe.

62. Don't stay with mob frenzy, they erase the humanity inside you. They think you are small if you are a minority and they fight if you are a majority. They want to show you how right they are. They work with anger and frustration works within them explodes with violence. To work against them you have to be an one man army. You have to believe you are against everyone and everything, you are a MegaVillain.

63. People you know are not always the best choice, sometimes strangers show you more kindness. If you are talkative and friendly you would want answers of your questions from them. Not everyone want to talk on the way. People have their own problems, world does not have only your problems. Try to solve your problems with your own marrit. Others not always helps you, some additional debts. Think before you do something. Sometimes thinking is the best necessary thing to do, use your smart. Use your brain on things where it was never used before. That way you will develop your personality. Try to make it better always. A good personality makes you a better human.

64. I have made some decisions in my life just to see what result will it bring. Each of them happened just like I predicted or calculated. May be that's because I was well informed and have a belief that I can not be wrong. But when something new happens my heart beats like crazy, I get heavy blood pressure and uncomfort. Every human is like that. To get them you have to make them feel heavy discomfort. You have to bleed their emotions, you have to do something beyond their calculation.

65. When I speak or write some knowledge comes out of me that I don't know how it got out. Then when I look back on those I have spoken or written, they seems they are not the words from me, like I would never speak or write like that. Maybe I exist in another dimension or matrix, who can say nobody actually go beyond this dimension or knows about it. Sometimes what you can see is the only truth. Don't go search for what is hidden until you are prepared. You may not like what you find in the future.

66. When you can not die by yourself you cry because you see how small you are, you are a coward. You think you can take life how all you can do is sit there and try. All coward s die every everyday. Be brave and live that is what will make you go forward to your next step.

67. The boy was 5 the girl was 8. She touched his genitals and told him to touch her now tell me wasn't it abuse? The boy was 7, another boy was 9, 7 was curious was what was sex so he asked, and to show, 9 pull out his penis and rubbed it against 7's behind by pulling down his pants, now tell me wasn't it an abuse? Each time a boy did something the mother didn't like she beat him, each time the father was needed he wasn't there but when father needed the boy, the boy was always there to support him. The teacher s who was supposed to teach the boy, they taught him with violence. Tell me if all of this wasn't abuse. If this things exist in this world tell me why this world should not come to an end.

68. The girl was 10 , a man with twisted mind kidnapped her, kept her in his barn as a sex slave for 15 years with chains. The girl sometimes liked the sex, sometimes she didn't feel anything. Now imagine that man was her father. Then imagine that girl was your sister or mother, or the girl you think you love. Some people think if I cannot have someone nobody else can, opposite exist too. Those who shares may want your sister to be shared with other 52 man. This is this world, this is human. They are all human, you can level them or say that glad he is not you. But they are you, you just didn't have the pain they had. Everyone is sick, some of us are just more sicker then others; like some of us thinks some of us are more equal then the others.

69. Not everyone wants the same thing. Have you ever seen how the growth hormone created life in a broken egg. It's our DNA that has the secret code of life. Our body is a device of our existential network. If you ever lose the connection, you may never get the connection back. And if you get the connection back your life changes dramatically. What is this life? What is this consciousness? What is this existence? Life can be formed from the beginning of a body, if the body is damaged enough or old enough or dead enough, your connection for experience fades away. Different process happens for different life. Some of us just never search for what is life until someone else point it to him. to be an individual, perfect individual, you have to notice what is happening around you. If you are sitting idly, try to learn something from that too.

70. There is no understanding the mind of man for women or the mind of women for men. The consciousness does not differs as there is only the need for becoming something or someone for every one of them. As there is no shape for ultimate space which is multi structural and beyond human mind, there is no shape for human consciousness as it is beyond their understanding. Human can only see or understand what they can only construct in their mind. Consciousness exist as a whole pattern, it becomes something else if it lose any of its part. The body dies first, the body seems to be rejecting the consciousness, the brain believes it died and then it dies too. Where there is no body there is no consciousness.

71. When there are many coincidence happenings and there are people who are surprised, then there those who laughs at you or mocks you. You do not understand how you are there in the first place. You ask your self it is really a coincidence? Is it real or are you dreaming? You feel there is a consciousness that drives you to a certain point and it is not you. You ask your self is it God or fate, are they really entities that exists or existed? I feel there was a conscientiousness from the very start, who could have planned it for everything for occurring it in the same way everything is occurring, and no Matter what you do you can not change it. And I feel uneasy on going against this first because the result was always what he planned. Now why he would have done such a thing for the blueprint of the universe to exist, to form the universe in such a way that it was supposed to be and it is this. That consciousness may be you, every consciousness may be one and the same, we may be the one single consciousness in different lives and living as a different individuals for an super evolved consciousness to exist at the end, which may be all of us altogether the same single one. Let's call that consciousness "phoenix". Only then if every one is one consciousness no matter what life you lead it does not matter, Now see everyone and everything that is around you, now tell me what really matters objectively? We are all born and die the same. And if you are telling me there are different lives, let me tell you this way, we who lived all eat, shit and fuck or get fucked; what is beyond it but the death of phoenix for to rise again?

72. If that first consciousness is slightly different, let's say by imagining not everyone is the same. What purpose would it serve for a conscious mind to begin the start? Why we conscious minds begin anything? We do anything because we want to fulfill our needs. Let's call this first (different) consciousness Fynema, he who harvested everything to eat the whole memory of EXISTENCE after the existence formed in a way that it should be. Now why would fynema need to eat the memory of all EXISTENCE? May be he needs to simulate his super-mind into our existence (everyone and everything). In both cases individual lives does not matter. Each serves the purpose for an end that individual mind can not see. Individual lives only matters for those who are living it.

73. May be you are in trouble and your mind is unsettled, others are Okay so they are making fun. You may talk to them politely, you should ask them why they are acting that way. You should tell them they weren't like that before. Power is nothing, how you handle it counts. Obeying rules is nothing when they are not benefiting you in any way. Don't just stand there and do nothing, speak your mind and be free. If others are raising fear within you, will you be a slave of that fear and just have what they give you or die as the free-est person out there. If you become a slave you will die in every moment of your conscious thought. If this is death in every possible outcomes, try and be what makes you the most you, the individual you, the one and only you. This will be the sacrifice not dieing for others who may or may not even remember you. Memories are mostly lies, a sick contract of human mind, filled with false emotions based on their perspective. Your truth is not their truth.

74: Not every boy like every girl, not every girl like every boy, then how can you say we are all equal, here everything you see is not for everybody, not everyone wants the same things. And everything you see are just concepts and terms, made up by somebody else even this text that is made by me, ASHIK Mokami; and this name was given to me by my father.

75. You criticize and complain when you don't do a thing. You depend on others to give you, and you have nothing to give. You stand on others, but the others can't stand on you. You disappoint others but the others can not do the same to you? The world is not only yours, if someone else is doing something for you. Don't make others your God, you are your only true God. You are an individual.

76. To understand individualism, first you have to understand your self. Others are not a, that does not mean you should kill everyone or make them feel small. Others are not you that means we are all different and we have to find our own way. No matter what we do, no one is stupid, everyone is trying their best. They are not stupid because some idea didn't came to them first, it also doesn't mean they are not smart enough, they can be smart, they just need more time. And also their lives were slightly different from yours.

77. When your way is up and you can no longer look down, the world feels heavy, you feel the urge to get the crown. When you have nothing, you feel the urge to get something. Losing something means the world to you and failure means emotional death. Now take a step back and think, what in the world is truly yours, you are born with nothing but a naked body, you will die with it or without it. Having this world does not mean you get to keep it forever. Don't forget the people around you, they can think just like you on proper or closely equal conditions.

78. When one side gets rich the other site becomes poor. A Robin-hood will appear, he will get it from the rich and give it to the poor. No matter what the thing is there will be have and have-nots, with more people there will be more robin hoods, and with more robin hoods the closeness of balance appears with organizations and companies. When ideologies strikes there will always be wars no matter what the kind is, people have their own version of freedom, most people seek the best objective kind that is most suitable to them.

79. Deep down you know, yet you don’t except, you search for the solution in the future that does not exist. You expect something but you get something else. You developed your own view of life, you don’t want to be changed. But things happen. You don’t have to be someone else. What you have become that is the result of your whole life and nothing is worthy enough to erase your past existence.

80. Your God should not be your religion, what is fair; is your responsibility and your religion. Your judgment should not be upon others but upon yourself unless you in a position to do so. Remember everything works out somehow, so move on with your life. Don't make it a sacrifice because that is the worse thing you can do with your life.