I stopped doing this because I found someone to talk to he is pretty nice and chill. We vent to eachother alot and another reason is because 80% of people are glad I have problems and 20% of people don't care so I don't wanna write about it. It hurt hearing what they went through but that's it is what it is. We both broke ourselves by loving someone who hates us and falling in love at a young age. It is bad because he tried killing himself 4 or 5 times so now he is upset he couldn't do it. "I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this." He doesn't eat but I eat too much. Society nowdays is horrible, everyone is judgemental. 10 year olds are cutting, 13 year olds aren't eating and everyone is commiting suicide, everything is getting tore apart, life is getting worse and the future that I'm scared of is coming. It's not good.