Day 1 of school and it's trash.

Hello, my name is Axel Smith and I am 17 years old. I live with my Aunt Paris and Uncle Ben before I moved to New Zealand. I moved here because I wanted something new, I wanted to start again, I didn't want to be known as a slut as people called me in Tokyo. No, I am not Japanese I just happen to be born there on my parents' honeymoon, my mum died when I was 5 and my dad when I was 8. My dad's older brother is a drug addict and he likes to fuck up peoples lives a lot, especially mine. 

I found out that I was gay in secondary school where I started dating my first boyfriend named Ryan Akker, who was the basketball captain and school president in our year. We started dating in my second year of secondary and we were dating until my uncle found out, he made our lives a misery and we ended up breaking up in the end. After he found out that we were over, he would always get drunk on purpose and smash a bottle on my head and after he would "apologize" but do it all over again. I ended up going to the hospital 12 times because of my uncle, and 15 times because I had tried to kill myself afterwards, my life was turned upside down from then on that's why I moved.

Now here I am in my new high school in New Zealand and I am already regretting it so much, some people here used to go to Tokyo school with me so the whole rumours have continued all over again. I get beaten up every day at the back of the school building by most of the school thugs, but for some reason, I don't care anymore and I never will. I guess there was one good thing: I made a friend his name is Alan Taylor but, I don't know whether I can trust him or trust anyone at this rate in my life. I want this all to be over and I want to live a normal successful life and, I will achieve it no matter what but, I will need help from someone and anyone at this underestimating time of my pathetic life.