The sun offered no shadow at this hour of the day, a light breeze gave softness to this new heat. You could feel the spring pointing the tip of its nose thus allowing the winter to disappear little by little under the budding buds. The freshness offered by the shelter of my house was rather welcome even if the idea of going out did not displease me. I peeked outside of the window of my room to see a black bird on the edge of it. I observed it for a few moments, without moving, I was lost in my thoughts. His black feathers sent me back to the dark coat of the wolf with a slightly disturbed spirit and his orange beak reminded me of the red fur of the protective Alpha.
I let out a long sigh when the bird finally went away, leaving me alone in this room rather well lit by the light of the day. Three days had passed and since then I had not put a paw out, my mother had been so scared when the hunter had brought me home that she did not want to let me out. She was scared that something else would happen to me. My eyes rested on my plastered arm. I tried to convince her not to take me to the hospital but nothing could dissuade her. This layer of bandages was useless as there was already no presence of my fracture. It looked like nothing happened.
It had taken care of itself thanks to the power of regeneration that inhabited my body. It was rather impressive to be honest. Besides, my animal part was impatient, he wanted to feel the wind caress his white fur and savor the delicate touch of his paws on the soft ground of the forest. I turned my gaze to the mirror that was right in front of my desk where I was currently trying to do some biology exercises. I had to admit that, for the moment, it wasn't a great success.
My pupils had taken a beautiful brighter blue color and my wolf instinct was gradually taking precedence over my human conscience. I had to stop thinking about things that had to do with nature, it was bad for my mental health. At least, for what was left of it. I had not been to a single class for five days now and I had never had the urge to return until now. I wanted to enjoy a new environment, something different than my room. I was bored and I did not know what to do. I had tried everything and nothing interested me.
Whether it was television or computer, taking a nap or run on the treadmill of my mother. I had gone through everything in this house but nothing replaced the boredom that has been abusing my mind for a few days now. I wanted to see my friends that I missed so much. I wanted to hug them but unfortunately they had not been allowed to come to say hello. The police had stopped them, afraid they would spoil the crime scene that currently was my kitchen and living room. The place where I lived became a real mill, letting in and out all the people in uniform.
I was hoping that they would soon be done with it because I really did not want to continue to live like that for a long time. I was getting tired of seeing so many people in and out our home. I really needed something to make me feel better, something that could distract me, have fun with me or make me cry. Anything that could tear me away from the monotonous boredom that had settled in my life since the end of the fight between the two Alphas. Raven and Andy... Speaking of them, it had been a long time since I had seen or felt them around. Would they have forgotten me? It would be a real pleasure if it was the case... Even if I felt like I was missing something sometimes... What could it be?
I had questions to ask them even though I was planning on avoiding the murderous glare of the black wolf in the future, as well as the much softer look of the red one. Were they avoiding me or were they waiting for me to get out of my house? I didn't know why but I was getting impatient. In addition, my wolf was slowly starting to dive into depression. I didn't know why but he refused to talk to me about it. After all, it was his problem, not mine. At least, It should be.
I let out a yawn before going to lie on my bed, my eyes fixed on the white ceiling. I closed my eyes before reopening them a few seconds later. My hands were sweaty, I had dark circles under my eyes because of the lack of sleep and the recent events. I also had beading sweat on the skin of my forehead. I had trouble sleeping for three long days now. The vision of the mutilated body always came back to my mind, preventing me from finding the sleep I so badly needed. Blood, blood and blood, that was what my nights were like. I was really traumatized by this dramatic scene which made me hate the black beast even more.
Even the police had been surprised and disgusted by the spectacle that had been before them. They told me that it was a miracle that I was alive and that I had been through a hell of a nightmare. If only they knew what was really going on behind this murder... I had the strange feeling of going round in circles, starting every day with the same scenario, finding myself either facing Andy or Raven so that the next day new problems were appearing. I shook my head, my thoughts brought me back every second to them, damn it. But what was happening to me at the moment?
My eyes still stared intently at the white ceiling. I did not know what to think. If the boredom was deadly, I'd already be dead for a long time. A musky and slightly spicy odor attracted my fine sense of smell. It was a scent that I could recognize from a thousand. I turned my head as I stood up. Near the door of my room was a man with a muscular and perfectly sculpted figure. His brown hair in battle was the same color as his eyes. His slightly tan complexion made him even more sexy than he already was.
The entrance to my private room was closed and the individual stubbornly kept his eyes riveted on me. He was also shirtless which made me very uncomfortable. My cheeks had a slight pinkish color which he had noticed because an amused smile appeared on his lips which got on my nerves. How did he enter without me feeling his presence long before he began to run around my house? He stepped toward me with confident steps until he found himself at the foot of my bed.
He looked at me from above but didn't keep this posture for a very long time since he sat on the edge of my mattress, our eyes still immersed in each other. He hadn't left looking at my eyes while I had looked somewhere else once or twice, feeling embarrassed. I was about to ask him how he managed to come in and, above all, why he was here but the gesture he did surprised me so much that my mouth was still open with astonishment and no sound was coming from my throat. I never thought he could make such a movement toward my body and I was wondering what happened to him all of a sudden.
He was hugging me with his strong arms. His intoxicating smell was infiltrating my nose and my head was spinning but his aura wasn't perceptible. He was doing his best to hold it. My arms did not move and were still along my waist as they were surrounded by those of Andy. His face was buried in my neck causing chills on my skin with every breath that caressed the surface of my thin figure. I could no longer think, I was only inhaling deeply the perfume that was emanating from the Alpha.
His chest was gently rubbing against my shirt and it was such an amazing feeling even if, at that moment, I would have preferred to have a completely different contact, the one of his skin against mine. I felt so good, I had the impression that nothing could ever happen to me. I was on a little cloud and nobody could make me go down from it. My muscles had already relaxed completely, my heart was beating at a much faster pace and his breath on my neck was driving me crazy. I was ready to close my eyes, completely soothed and serene.
"I know that you don't sleep anymore and that you have nightmares every night without being able to rest even a little. In a way, we are connected. I feel and perceive all your emotions, all your gestures... You didn't have to see such a horrible moment. Even Lana and Sylvie were disgusted and it wasn't the first time for them. Raven went too far this time, killing a human being is a forbidden act among werewolves." He began, whispering in my ear. "We will have to talk. We have a lot of things to tell each other and I know that you have a lot of questions to ask me but... I think it's time for you to sleep. We will speak about it when you wake up..."
His voice was calm and sounded heavenly. It rocked me so softly that my eyes closed without me giving them the order. I wanted to stay awake to know the answers to all the questions that burned my lips. Without realizing it, I had snuggled in his arms, still breathing the pleasant smell that emitted from him. I knew that I shouldn't have done that but, at that moment, I didn't care. My face was now against his chest and a smile formed on my face. I couldn't help but think that the worst was that it wasn't my wolf who was in charge but my human conscience. What was happening to me with Andy?
I didn't understand myself anymore and I wondered what I was doing. I was playing with fire, especially with this man who was also trying to integrate me in his pack. I did not know if I could really believe his actions but something in me forced me to trust him, to listen to him, to obey him and not to answer him. I let out a last sigh of well being before falling asleep in a calm and peaceful sleep.
Andy's P.O.V
I watched him slowly fall asleep. He was beautiful with his blond hair smoothed to perfection and his angel face propped against my chest. My arms circled his thin shoulders, squeezing him against my body. Who would have thought that one day, a wolf like me, would have fallen under the influence of an Omega. And, most importantly, who would have thought that I would have fallen under the influence of a boy? I let out a hoarse laugh, an Alpha, the soul mate of a wolf who was reluctant to obey. If I had been told that it would happen to me one day, I would have never believed it. I had to solve a much more urgent problem for the moment. I had to explain it to him in a rather gentle way.
I didn't usually do that but my wolf would probably do it better than me so I would have to give him the place. Another worry on the horizon was Raven. Now that he knew that I had found my soul mate, he would stalk him and try to eliminate him to reach me. I knew that he had already started to follow him wherever he went. I had to pay attention to the slightest sensations that Ethan could have which wasn't easy. He was so complicated that I did not always understand everything that crossed his mind.
When I knew that he had fallen asleep, I gently removed him from my body to lie him down in his bed, placing his blanket over him to keep him warm. I straightened but couldn't make any other movement, the sleeping human held my arm firmly, preventing me from leaving. I put my hand behind my head, annoyed, I did not want to wake him up and I had to patrol around the house to make sure that no danger was visible. I finally let myself be tempted by the idea that had just crossed my mind.
I finally laid down by his side on the bed, pushing myself behind him and putting my arms around his waist. I drew him against me in a rather delicate way but always showing my dominant side. My wolf instincts were present at every moment of my life after all. I put my head in his hair, smelling the delicate smell that escaped from it. His presence at my side made me happy. I felt well and soothed. Could it be because of its Omega status? Or because he was my soul mate?
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