The baby was definitely Dre’s she looked like him, my Lydia De’asia Evans. She smiled a lot and barely cried or ate. She loved her daddy and cried for him a lot. I was happy and couldn’t stop picking her up.

“Baby, don’t do it,” Dre said, stopping me from holding her. “let her sleep, babe,” he said separating us. ‘Trust me on this once you spoil her, it’s over,” he said.

“Fine, but you cannot spoil a baby,” I said, pouting I delivered her naturally. My first time wasn’t that bad.

I sat my ass down after milking myself to make her bottles.

The doorbell rang I kept filling the bottles. Dre answered the door.

“Why the hell are you here” he snapped. Andrew stood in the doorway. I didn’t bother covering my breast as I continued filling the bottles.

“I just want to see the baby,” he said with a straight face. “Man!” Dre snapped “you ain't seeing my baby!” He said snapping! “So, it’s not mine,” he asked sadly. Dre laughed in his face! “yes, she is mine,” he said about slamming the door.

De’asia started crying from all the noise, so I ran to check on her. They were arguing about something and I didn’t want any part of it that was negative energy that I didn’t want around my baby.

They were arguing for like 30 minutes I fed and put De’asia back to sleep. Then I headed out there. “Man, look I just want to see her that’s all I’m asking,” drew pleaded.

“I will not say fuck no again!” Dre said, dismissing him. Dre was heated. His muscles were clenched and his fist was balled up. He looked so sexy as he yelled at drew. His voice sounded extra deep because he was pissed.

I walked up behind him and whispered in his ear. He turned around.

 “Really?” He asked smirking that lustful smile. He slammed the door and Drew’s face. “Shouldn’t we wait?” he asked, concerned I know he was right, but I was super horny, and I was craving him. “Just a little,” I said, pulling him on top of me. “don’t hurt yourself,” he said, moving slowly, undressing me. He got undressed and got into position I was ready for him but as soon as he was about to enter.

De’asia started crying. That shit went on for 7.

 restless months.