Dear Grapp  Kara,

I would like to apologize on my own behalf for how I frightened you at the party. I never meant to hurt you or scare you in any way. I just wanted to not get all sad because of everyone laughing at you. I hated how they all laughed at you and didn’t even think twice to just go out and help you. That girl who pushed you was handled by my guards and her family lost her title faster than how you fell. I still would like to apologize for how I just casted you out of the castle, it’s just I couldn't handle seeing you look at me with such fear in your eyes. You have no idea how it feels like to just be viewed as a monster or a freak since birth. 

I envy how you’re able to do as you wish and have the world in the palm of your hand. All I’m meant to do is marry some snobby royal prince, carry his kids, and live my life off of his riches, which is something I don’t want to do. I want to be free just like you. I want to have the ability to walk out of my castle doors and not be called a monster or a freak. My heart was never meant to love Kara, but you changed me. From the moment we locked eyes, my chest tightened up and my heart was beating like crazy. I wanted to kiss you in front of everyone but I knew how much that would cause harm towards you and your family.

We could’ve been so good together.

I am so sorry once again.

I hope you can forgive me, my wife.

I will send you letter after letter, waiting for your letter back.

I’ll follow your letters to the end of the world if I have to, just to see you again.

May my love and letter reach you with godspeed.

-Love, Kein Blouss

P.S: You looked stunning in that dress, can’t wait to take it off of you!