He slowly opened the door to his room and went straight to the bed. He slowly sat and tried to calm himself down but he knew he was never gonna be at peace.
"I have to talk to Antonio about this." He said softly with his eyes on the floor, rubbing on his hands. "I am sure I am mistaken about this. I cannot come to any conclusion without talking to my husband. I have completely misunderstood this. I shouldn't be worried."
Praveen remembered the wedding and it somehow helped in calming him down. But he wasn't gonna smile. He decided to wait for Antonio and then clear up the misunderstanding. He knew that his husband was gonna tell him the entire truth.
He sat on the bed waiting for over two hours without even feeling the need to sleep. He was really tired but he wasn't gonna go to sleep until he talked to his husband. He took a deep breath and then took a glance at the watch. It was almost midnight and he was getting anxious.
He quickly got up and took a deep breath. "I can't wait any longer. I have to go and look for him."
With those words, Praveen started moving towards the door but before he even took two steps, the door opened, revealing Antonio who was holding the doorknob. Praveen stopped in his tracks, staring at his husband. He looked so handsome, so innocent and kind. He couldn't have been the one he had heard talking.
"Fuck!" Antonio cursed, gripping the knob as hard as he could.
He had thought he was gonna find the annoying boy asleep already but seeing him, he got irritated and really angry. Fuck! What the fuck was he up for, he thought as he slowly entered the room and closed the door behind.
Without saying a word to Praveen, he started entering the room with his eyes on the bathroom. He planned to just change into his pajamas and go to sleep without talking to Praveen. But when he was about to pass him, Praveen blocked his path and stared at him.
"I have been waiting for you," Praveen said softly, still staring at him.
Antonio moved his eyes and sighed, still really annoyed. "Why? I am very tired and I need to sleep."
"Please!" Praveen pleaded, still not moving from the way. "It's very important that I talk to you so that..."
"Can't this wait?" Antonio rested his hands on his hips. "I am very tired and I can't talk to you right now."
"Please!" He just wanted to know the truth. "It can't wait because it's very important and..."
"I don't have time for this." Antonio shook his head and moved past Praveen, surprising him. "I am very tired and I have to sleep. I don't think I have the strength to talk right now. I have had a long day and I am tired."
Praveen was surprised but he wanted to have that conversation at that time because he wasn't gonna sleep. He quickly turned and started following Antonio behind, rushing to him. Reaching him, he gripped his arm and stopped him.
Antonio immediately stopped when he felt Praveen pulling his arm. His anger instantly came back... he clenched his fists as his heart started pounding deep in his chest... his blood instantly started boiling... his body trembled in fury and he did his best to control himself but he was just too angry. He felt like an animal at that particular time and even though he tried to control himself, his emotions had already taken over.
"Please..." Praveen pleaded, sweetly rubbing on Antonio's arm. "I promise it won't take long and..."
But Praveen didn't even finish his sentence before Antonio furiously turned, releasing his arm from the boy's grip.
"What the fuck is your problem, uh?" He raged.
To say Praveen was surprised would be an understatement. His heart immediately started pounding deep in his chest that he felt as if he was about to have a heart attack. His breaths came out harshly as he took a step back and his eyes widened. He hadn't expected that at all.
"What part of I don't wanna talk to you don't you understand?" He yelled, angrily pointing at him. "I have done everything possible just to avoid talking to you or looking into your stupid face but you keep on following me around. What do you want from me?"
Praveen felt tears building in his eyes and his body instantly started developing sweat. He was deeply hurt by Antonio's words.
"Antonio, I..."
"What?" He groaned, breathing like a beast. He was coming closer to Praveen but all Praveen did was take more steps back because he was scared. "Antonio what! What do you want from me, uh? What?"
Praveen was speechless. He had never been so scared in his life before. He wanted to run away but he couldn't do it. By this time there were more tears in his eyes. He wanted to go back further before he suddenly hit the wall. He couldn't move any further and Antonio was still coming closer to him.
"I... I just wanted to... to talk to you and..."
"Talk to me?" He chuckled bitterly, shaking his head. He couldn't keep quiet anymore. "What do you want to talk to me about? Who are you to me, uh?"
"I..."
"You are nothing to me, nothing!" He yelled.
Tears poured down Praveen's face as his feelings got hurt. It was like someone had just pierced his heart with a hot sword. He couldn't hold his tears anymore. He didn't recognize the man he was staring at. He couldn't believe it was Antonio.
Antonio reached the scared little boy and looked angrily at him. He didn't care what was gonna happen because he had lost it. He furiously gripped his arm, pinning him to the wall.
Praveen winced as more tears went down his face. The pain he experienced at that time was nothing like he had ever experienced before. The tears felt as if they were burning his face.
"Now you listen to me," He warned, adding pressure to the boy's arm. It hurt a whole lot. "You and I share nothing at all. We might be married but that's nothing to me. I don't care about you or anything that you do. I am not your husband and I will never be."
Praveen's pain increased. "Then why did you marry... if... if..."
"This marriage is nothing but a punishment to you." He yelled, twisting Praveen's arm painfully. "You are gonna suffer in this marriage and that's my promise to you because I am not foolish. I know exactly what and who you are. I know exactly what you want from this family but I will make you pay for it. A marriage is a blessing but for you..." He paused and chuckled manically, putting fear into the boy. Praveen closed his eyes and moved his eyes away from Antonio. "...this will be your hell and you will experience nothing but pain from me."
Praveen tried to wail but he couldn't find his voice. He had a really big lump in his throat. The only thing he was able to do was sob uncontrollably.
"I know how slutty boys like you are." He laughed, inflicting more pain on the boy's arm. "You thought you could manipulate your way into this house but you have found that I know everything about you. You thought getting married to a rich man like me you would end your poverty-stricken life but you were wrong."
"Ouch!" He winced in pain but Antonio seemed not to care as he kept on twisting his arm.
"I am not your husband and I will never be." He warned, getting closer to Praveen's face. He was still crying and in pain. "You might be married to me but it's just for show." He chuckled bitterly, scaring the boy out of his skin. "You and I will share no marriage relationship. I may be known as your husband but I will never perform that role in your life... I will never sleep with you and not to talk of acknowledging you.
This marriage is a punishment to you." He yelled his face. "And you are going to suffer for the rest of your life."
Hearing what Antonio had just said, Praveen opened his eyes and stared into Antonio's eyes. He couldn't see anything but anger and hatred in them. It was confirmed at that moment that he had made a really big mistake. Praveen didn't know what was hurting the most whether the way Antonio had painfully twisted his arm or the words he had said to him.
"That's right..." He raised his eyebrows, pulling him closer to his body. "...this charade of marriage will be your punishment. You will regret stepping your feet in this house and you will regret the day you knew my mother."
Praveen looked away as warm tears poured down his face.
"You wanted to come to this house, welcome to your greatest punishment." He laughed manically. "You thought you could trap me but I am far smarter than you think."
"W-why?" He cried as more tears poured down his face.
"Why?" Antonio laughed, shaking his head. "Because it's what you deserve. You deserve to suffer for everything. I hate you so much and I will make you suffer. That is my promise to you and you should always remember it."
Antonio breathed harshly, an evil grin appearing on his face. He somehow felt really happy and light with what he did. He didn't have to hide it anymore because he had told the boy the truth straight to his face. He didn't care what was gonna happen anymore. He didn't need to pretend to be something that he was not.
"Now listen to me and listen very well," He warned, pointing straight into Praveen's face. "I am not your husband and you better stay clear of me for your good. And to think that I was gonna accept you..." He laughed. "...you are not even half my class. What would I be doing with a four-eyed boy?" He laughed in mock, hurting Praveen terribly. "You've been warned."

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