Kate POV
My name is Kate Ross, simple and shot. I kept my father's surname instead of my ex-husband. My marriage end when I lost my baby as well as my husband. He was my high school best friend and one day my parents found out I was lesbian, so they told me that I am going to get killed or be turn straight( basically being raped) by a boy they choose, so I panicked and told Nick to pretend to be my boyfriend. It worked but it got worse by my mom had cancer and they told her she had 3 months to live.
Since she was the one bothered by me being gay, she told me to marry Nick, so I did and she died but I thought I was going to live my life but nick's mother wanted children. Can you imagine trying to convince Nick to have sex even if I know I did not see him that way and he knew it but anyway, long story short I lost my firstborn girl when she was 3 and that when I told everyone at my baby's funeral I'm gay and divorced Nick same day.
He comes to the house to try to convince me to come out and move on I guess, but I can't I be in my baby's room like two months now, and I never what to come out but here I am, faced with this small beauty in front of me. When I heard the door open earlier on I thought it was my mind playing me, I was in the bathroom but when I got out I saw a maid in my room. I ask her what she was going here and she turn and that when I saw my baby again in her. She was so tiny and had brunet hair, blue eyes, and a cute face.
Look I know she was not my baby but can you blame me, I lost my child and this was like getting to see her again but somehow she is also closed to my age since I married young cause of my mom's death. I am 20 at age and somehow this girl makes me see more to her. I can tell she was scared. I asked again but now with a calm voice that she was in my room and like she was seeing a ghost she just said mommy and fainted. Again here I am. Holding her tiny body and to be honest I don't want to let go but somehow, one of the maids called my head maid, Lean, she has been in our family for years and she was my nanny and now my head-maid.
Ma'am one of the maids called me telling me that my child is here. I am so sorry for not being responsible to look after her; I take full punishment for her actions. I may take her now. No, that okay Lean, let her sleep and for now on I take care of her since I know it was my father after all who bought her, I think she is my responsibility now "As you wish my lady". Lean left while closing the door and I hold this little one close to me while she sleeps, I think I smile thinking that my baby girl is now my little angel and I now have this angle in my arms sleeping peacefully.
I have been pumping my breast milk in this room and now that my baby is here I will try to see if I can give it to her. Some has even gone bad but since I was in the bathroom before she can in, I was doing that I think since the milk is warm I give it to her then. But the problem is the only cups in here are Sippy cups or baby bottles, so I don't know which one she will take but just to be safe for now the cup will do. I think she is about to wake. I went to the bathroom to get the sippy cup and put my milk and put it near the bed so that she can get the warm milk.

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