don't know where I am anymore 

 I feel lost 

thinking I was strong but I'm disappointed in this situation 

 I thought I could make a success of my life before but I was wrong 

 time stops and things are rushing all the time 

 it's only the beginning of a story without end, without hope 

Will I get out of it or will I? 

I don't know where I am anymore 

 Everything is so blurred and so exorbitant that I lose consciousness 

Like a dream and a nightmare ... in the distance we see a light crossing a dark and worried horizon .