How can my heart not be filled with hate for you all

Resentment for not only the time you’ve taken from me, but the time of mine you’ve wasted

My sincerity is a joke to you all and now that I see that

I see you kindness as malice 

The once sweet honey flavored nothings you all would whisper now taste of vinegar

Nobody knows the truth of my feelings

The darkness ones mind can hide

If you knew me in real life, You wouldn’t know or suspect it

The nightmares and daydreams that haunt me

The hypocrisy, disappointment, shame, and anger I feel when I see a reflection of those who have betrayed or hurt me in my own self