So like.. after I made that first tape to you, I realized I should probably get a friend to talk to as well, because you're not really giving me any advice, so...
Remember Markus? Who I spoke a lil about before?
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Imma speak more about him then, because I want him to be at my wedding. (god i hope i don't marry him this'll be super embarrassing to show him...)
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So Markus has been my best friend since I was about 7, we were brought into the same foster house. Given the fact that we were brought into a house where we ate barely and did hard labor, we stuck together against that goddamn bi-
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Ahem.
Excuse my language.
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Anyways, Markus and I have always been together, and I love him as a brother. He wasn't scared of me, so I wasn't scared of him.
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When the police found me in my parents home when I was 5, they found a large gash covering my left eye, the blood a reddish black. Apparently from a broken glass bottle... there was alcohol found in my blood as well. My father had forcefully been making me consume alcohol and abusing me harshly. His tale was the same in some aspects, as he was left at the orphanage as a baby, mother dead and father gone. There were drugs in his blood, and marks on him.
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Fortunately, the marks were vitiligo, a disease that causes the loss of skin color in blotches. It didn't hurt, and when we were bored we drew little faces on his lighter splotches.
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Thinking back to these times, I remember my mother. She always said I was the perfect daughter, but I knew I would never be. The words felt wrong on my tongue, and I always associated more with being the "prince" in a game than the "princess".
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So, um...
*You hear a door being slammed open*
[3] WAKEY WAKEY BITCH. RISE AND SHINE~
[Cooper] GET THE FUCK OUT MY ROOM LUCKY.
*A door slams shut.*
[Cooper] That was Felix, or "Lucky". The only luck that hot ass sonuvabitch gives me is bad luck. If he's bad in October, you should see him on April first. His birthdays in July, but he's like the Weasley twins...
dys·pho·ri·a
/disˈfôrēə/
(n) a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life.
"adolescents with depression, dysphoria, mania, and anxiety disorders"
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Is this thing on?
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Ok, hi. I’m the main character or this story. My name is Cooper, but legally, my name is Marchella. I am a transgender pansexual humanoid, and apparently will swell up the size of the moon if I eat apples.
Um..
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Basically, I’m making these cassette tapes to give to my future husband, or wife, or whatever. By the way, my brother is very annoying, but not worse than my moms. Yes, I have two. psst… i’m not adopted..
TRIGGER WARNINGS:
This book will contain….
Transphobia
Homophobia
Self Harm
Mentions of/ Actions of Suicide
Eating disorders
MAKE SURE TO CHECK TRIGGER WARNINGS IN BEGINNING OF CASSETTE IF THERE.
ENJOY.
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