I am 35 years old woman, divorced, no child. I spent almost half year to find a new job. God knows how hard it was. I seem normal among all my colleagues at work. But at night, I kept having nightmares. Sometimes I can see Taylor crawling to me and saying "he doesn't love you; no one will ever love you..." Sometimes I would see the hateful eyes of Kelvin.

I woke up with tears, no one's beside me. I felt extremely lonely sometimes. At the end, I registered for some match making service online. For two years, believe it or not, I met with all kinds of weirdos. Just before my membership went expire, I met Ryan.

"I like your name." Ryan sent me a message online.

I clicked open his profile. 29, 185cm, 79kg. Handsome, 300k salary, single.

'Another scammer'. I closed the chat box.

After a while, I got a call from the customer service telling me a member called Ryan would like to ask me out for a date. I turned it down immediately. The match maker sounds surprised. I can see that she thought I am lucky that someone like Ryan would like to date me.

"I don't want to waste my time." I told her.

"Can you please add his snapchat or Facebook? At least let the client know we tried to help him. You don't even need to talk to him." The lady asked politely.

I agreed and added Ryan. I might forget to block him to see my moments. Then I forget about this whole thing.