Dharm

We got off at our bus stop around 9. We both were tired from today but damn do I want this day to end? Nope, I don’t. He kissed me and it all felt right.

“Hmm…” he hummed and I turned my head to him. We are now walking the wide path where the lamp posts are lightening the path.

“I am sorry for coming at you unannounced like that before…” he said while rubbing his nose with his index finger. Is he retracting?

“I am sorry for the way I came at you but not sorry for kissing you to be clear.” He turned his face too.

Now we both are standing in the mid of path at the walking corner and he continued,

“I like spending time with you and it just feels good. And if you feel even the same or want to try the same, we can. I don’t have a good experience with love as I already told you, but I just don’t know why I want to try with you. Shit I am just speaking my mind out loud.” He puts his hand on his forehead having an expression of “what the hell am I doing right now”.

And this time I spoke,

“I like spending time with you too, its just a little early for me to say anything but I do feel something too. I just want to take time to progress things if you know what I mean. After my last crash, I have become a person who thinks twice before taking a step forward.”

“I am good with that as well. I want to take time as well.”

I don’t know when we resumed walking and we already at the point where we have to separate for our houses. Should I call him to stay at my place? If I do, will he take it in other way when I don’t mean it at all?

“Thanks for today Dharm, it was a day I needed which I didn’t know I needed. I really feel fresh. But I don’t know why am I feeling fresh? Because of the day or because you were the one who made the day. But thanks for today.” He spoke to me.

“Tomorrow at shop then?” I asked.

“I will have my afternoon snacks there then.” He smiled.

Winter just got a little warmer.