As his cold lips meet mine I completely disregard what this means for us. All my focus and thought were directed toward the details of him. I talk as if this lasts a lifetime, to me it did. In reality, we stopped after about 2 seconds. As I slowly reopen my almost sealed shut eyes I can still feel Andrew’s grip around me.
My hands are still on his cheeks and now we’re just staring at each other. What are you supposed to do after kissing a guy you’ve only known for three days? What’re you supposed to feel after that? I was too stunned at the moment to actually understand what I was feeling. It's like I'm a completely different person.
He looks at me and I unconsciously keep switching my focus from his eyes to his lips. I don’t know why but I can’t think of anything else. I just want to do it again. Andrew gave me the same look as if he knew what I was thinking. He set me down, I was wrong.
I guess this was a one-time thing, why am I disappointed? I step a few feet closer to the car. I suddenly felt a hand push me against the car. As my whole body sets on fire I look up at Andrew. I was right.
It's not like it's my first time doing this, I'm a 16-year-old male for christ's sake. For some reason though, this time felt different. As he slid his hand under my shirt, everywhere he touched felt so hot that I thought my skin was boiling. The heat is so dizzying. There's just enough moonlight for me to see that the feeling is mutual.
Even if there wasn't and we were surrounded by darkness, I could still easily tell. As I feel Andrew’s warm breath on my neck, the only thing that's going through my mind is how much I never want this to end. I must've looked strange, I feel Andrew's hands clasp around my back as he pulls me closer. It’s easy to tell that we’re both totally encased in the moment. Andrew lifts his head from my neck as if he’s broken away from the moment he looks into my eyes.
He says the one thing that I wasn't expecting, especially considering the position we are in right now. As he’s only inches away from my face he says “I’m not going to make you do something you don’t want to do, tell me what you want Eric.”
I didn’t even have time to think about how to answer before the words had already left my mouth. “You.”
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