I wam swimming in the darkness since I can remember. I don't know if I liked it or not. I didn't know anything else. I had no choice or something to compare to it.

I got used to it. I liked to listen. I liked to sing. To give shows for the audience while in the school choir.

I didn't see an issue with my disability. I'm blind anyway, hehe.

I liked listening to my brother. His stories. His music. The way he played. Just not his singing. My ears are too sensitive for that.

Once he took me to see his friends from the band. I felt in the way he talked with one of them, there's something more between them. But I ignored that since my brother was straight.

At least that's what he thought.

But in that friend's flat there were you. Their roommate.

And for the first time I felt like surfacing from the darkness and saw the light.

At first you were just polite. You took me to park and the restaurant. We even went to the cinema a few times. You found it funny how I bumped your arm and asked what's happening.

And when you kissed me for the first time, you got punched in the face. Since then you always warn me when you're about to do it. But I got used to it a little.

Unlike my brother, who's still threatening you. And sex is cool. Even his "friend" caught us a few times.

I still have no idea if I like the darkness. But I don't need sight to see you. My fingers are enough. I know every inch of your body. Every piece of you. My beloved man.

The End