Did that cat survive the apocalypse this time? One wouldn’t know but I do. I know it will happen just as what happened, happened. Because everything in this life was fated. Speaking of fate, where is she now, my fated partner? 

Her scent has long left the garden and try as I do, I can only smell the flowers in the air.

I live by recalling memories of us. I can’t believe I’ve lost her. But we’re fated so I’m sure I’ll see her again.

For now I am simply looking at this garden in all it’s morning glory. 

There are potted daffodils, tulips of various colors, trees of apricots, bushes of zinnia, a wooden chair surrounded by sweet violets, among the others.

I sat on the wooden chair and begun my meditation just like I always would as I follow her.

Just a while after, I walked around and something inside me’s changed. I no longer felt suffocated by her presence. My heart is calm and I began to appreciate nature’s art around me.

“I wish I could be this calm when I see her.” I say to myself.

My father once told me to find someone like my mother in the future, someone’s who’s got a calming presence, before we were separated. I miss them too. I don’t know if I wish that they survive or die in these trying times. I don’t want my parents to suffer but I also wish they were alive.

Enough about nostalgia, I have a puzzle to solve. Where should I start?

Her presence is all around, it’s as if she took her time enjoying the view which is why I couldn’t determine how she solved this.

There’s no feeling of deja vu, it’s not the first I’ve been to this garden but I haven’t been here this early. We’ve once been here when we’re both broken, her for losing Natan and I for losing Ivy.

I remember how I comforted her whilst we’re sitting on the wooden chair. I remember how her sweet words dearly touched my heart.

Would such a thing happen again? If she is truly reborn as well, then there’s no way she’d want to lose her brother again. How about me to Ivy? I couldn’t save Annikka but maybe I can save her.