Ok, so this isn't that hard I just need to explain to my best friend how I may have a little bit of a crush on her ex.

And that I am currently pre-dating him

I will calmly explain to her how I just, really recently realised my feelings and that I would like her support.

She is the one who broke up with him so it must be ok?

I groan loudly "Shit" I can't see a world in which this conversation is going well. Especially with Isabella

I don't know in which dreamland I was when I told myself it was going to be alright 

But I promise Oliver to do it, and she can't discover it by someone else

"Sean! Come quickly!" Isabella came to get me on the porch of her door when she noticed me, pushing me towards her bedroom

"Good morning" I salute briefly her family when we passed through the living room to get to her room upstairs

Once in her closed bedroom, she exploded "So? how did it go? Why're aren't you answering my texts? Did you tell him to stay away from me or not?"

I didn't opened her texts since yesterday night because I would have lost the little bits of courage I had

"Actually-" I start "I needed to speak to you because everything didn't go as planned, you see-"

I kiss him and we made out because I had some repressed feelings for him and I want to date him 

"Gosh, thank God! I am relieved" She says at the same time

What?

"I spoke too harshly yesterday, but after re-watching some photos of him, of us, I decided It wasn't a good idea to break up with him. I will reconquer him and be a better girlfriend this time!"

I could feel my face crumple but she wasn't finished because she adds "You must have felt something was wrong in my decision to not tell him to stay away from me, you're the bestest bestie!" 

Shit

And the worst was to come from her mouth "Of course I need you to help or else I know I am going to mess this up"

I am doomed