I realized that I was in Aki's embrace on our front door. It's been months since my first birthday and I am now used to going to the family's room though I still hesitate to go out. 

"Wave daddy, honey," Aki spoke softly.

Half asleep, I wave goodbye to Linden whose wearing very plain work clothes, and his horns vanished. His hair colour also looks weirdly muddy. 

It has been a week since Linden went down to the human world as Aki told me. 

Aki also told me that this is also Linden's first attempt to leave the island since I first woke up.

I don't really understand half Aki's word but it seems like the place I live in is an island above the clouds of some sort. 

Linden's horns and this floating island. I truly am now living in a fantasy world. My mind did wander to that Light Novel setting but I keep on dismissing it because of how the lack of credibility it has between the two and Linden is not the only demon in this world judging from Aki's 'storytime' bedtime story.

"Channa, do you want to join me?"

Aki was dancing in the middle of the family room. She looks so graceful and breathless that even her rocky muscle cannot stop her from performing beautifully. 

I shake my head. I've been watching her from the sideline for the past 10 minutes or so.

"Really?" she goads me.

I ignore her and continue drawing on my little notepad. Exercising my fingers so that I can hold my own spoon and fork and eat as my sweets as I want. 

Aki huffed cutely trying her best to catch my attention.

But for a woman named Aki, it was impossible to just look cute. She is someone that I would dare say looked menacing with her death stare. But aside from that Aki is beautiful. 

I would not say that she looked tan, but it was two-tone darker than pale, and yet I can still her skin goes peach whenever heat seeped under her skin. 

Her dark hair is wavy and she likes to let it loose when lounging around.

Some time ago, when she wants to breastfeed me, I saw a big linear scar mark under her belly for the first time. From the beginning I had this inkling feeling that Aki is someone who maybe does sport or in this fantasy world term, knighthood and having a scar or two was a normal thing yet to see a line formed there...

Maybe I'm just speculating, still, I saw her other body parts when we bathed together. There is no other scars on her body except for that one. 

It must have been hurt. A lot.

I've watched a video of the c-section procedure, it left a trauma in me for a while. That was in the modern world of my previous life but how about this fantasy world? A c-section procedure felt impossible that it felt like my mind is actually limited to the knowledge of my previous world only.

I don't know anything about this world except for speculating that this is the world of fantasy that I heard of from a friend who reads it. 

In a sense, I am still a baby. Physically and mentally. 

I...

I want to be out there.

On the field.

Feel the breeze.

And see beyond the clouds. To see the world I had never seen before.