It was midnight, when I woke up. That’s what the clock said. I heard how the door opened. That should be him. I closed my eyes and pretend to sleep. His footsteps sounded like from a horror movie. The victim hides and hopes that the killer didn’t find them. The footsteps got louder, till they stopped. I could feel how he looked at us. His anger, his hate, his jealous. I didn’t sense any kind of love. Why were you with them, my love? What was the reason you were dating him? He didn’t deserve someone as special as you. I didn’t realized that I stood up, till I looked into his eyes. It got colder when I looked into his eyes. His brown eyes, there supposed to give you a warm feeling. But his eyes didn‘t let you move from the cold in there. He brought the eye contact after a few seconds and whispered something like stupid cat. Then he wen to the bedroom. I hope you would left him soon, so that he couldn’t hurt you anymore.
I guess I fell asleep again, because when I opened my eyes it was something in the morning. The clock said that it was 7 am. I noticed, how you slowly woke up. Your boyfriend was probably still sleeping, because I heard him snoring. We went to the kitchen where you started to do breakfast. After a few minutes your little sister joined us. It was peaceful. Just the three of us. After you finished your breakfast your boyfriend went to the kitchen. He just shortly looked at me, enough for me to knew that he couldn’t stand me. Then he kissed your head, took a cup of coffee and went to the living room. A few seconds later I heard the TV. I looked at you and your sister. You looked really stressed and your sister looked a little afraid, no wonder, he looked like someone you don’t want to get trouble with. The rest of the morning I spend with your sister, right after the breakfast she took me in her room. It was afternoon when I hearted the doorbell. Your sister and me went downstairs. There where your parents. I remembered that your mom had a light cat allergic, so I kept my distant and pretended to be shy around them. Your parents where here to get your little sister.
After they left your boyfriend said he would met up with some friends. And now we were finally alone. But you were sad and I felt bad for you. I was worthless like this, I couldn't ’t do anything for you and as cat I couldn't ’t even talk to you. No, I should stopped this. Thinking like this won’t help. I would stay by your side, that was the only thing I could do at the moment. The rest of the day we watched TV, you cleaned a little and we cuddled a little. You went to bed early. I decided to stay awake for a while, it wasn’t a problem since I was a cat. I took another look at the family pictures, There where a photo with you and your sister. It was on the playground, back then when I was a human, a year before the final exams. Then I looked at the calendar, three years after my death. Now I realized how much you changes. I became a feeling as if you become older, learn new things, while I always stayed in this stat, no new experience, just the young teenager who got reborn as an cat. I tried not to thing to much about this. It was about midnight when your boyfriend came back. He smelled a little like alcohol, so he rather spend time with his friends then his girlfriend.
What kind of boy did you fell for? I would had never treaded you like this. The next morning was probably a Monday because you and your boyfriend went to work and let me in the garden. So now I had time to look around. There was nothing special. I walked till I found a little park. There were a playground. This place reminded me back when I was watched you and your little sister playing. It was in the late afternoon when I walked back. When I was near the house I saw him, your boyfriend. He was kissing another girl, the worst was that you only stand a few meters away sawing them. I felt how anger overcome me. If I wasn’t a cat I would have punch him, I wouldn’t care if he is stronger than me or not, no one had the right to hurt you. “Cheater, how could you?” tears rolling down your chest, while you ask him that question. “Clam down, I just fell out of love.” I could have killed him, he said it like it wasn’t a big deal, like it wasn’t important.
When you truly love someone, then you will be always able to find your way back to them. This lovestory is about a boy who always find his way to return to his love. Even after his death he reborn as an animal and find his way back, no matter what.