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...dark thoughts // they come in the light of day...

day 10

day 10

Mar 22, 2022

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 Delight in the knowing
that everything is fine
Storms raged endlessly around us
but we made it out the otherside
So, please, don’t worry, darling
you’re safe, forever, with me

I’ll carve our way through
mountains, rocks, and plains
I’ll lasso down
the moon, the sun, and all the stars
I’ll give you everything
so, please, darling, don’t ever leave

Our love defies convention
defies the very fates
It laughs in the faces
of those too ill-mannered to see its beauty
Those too stiff-lipped
to marvel at its majesty

You are my heart, my soul
the very blood in my veins
I cannot live without you
and our beautiful, wicked game
Don’t care if you stray
just remember to come back here 
in my arms.

Jealousy doesn’t exist for us, darling
you know that as well as I
So why don’t we forget this silly charade
this lovely masquerade
No one else matters when it’s just you and I — 
we can be whatever we want, 
my love.

Brother, lover, killer, Saint
You decide, flip the coin, I’ll wait.
Brother, lover, killer, Saint
You needn't hide from me, love, I’ll never retreat.
Brother, lover, killer, Saint
You know my heart will never ever change.

Let’s run away one day
far from here where we can just be
No titles, family save us, or lies between
these sheets, our lips, your gasp, my kiss
One day, I’ll show you, love
this dream I’ve held in my heart.

For now though, love, 
don’t pull away from me.

Don’t leave my heart in ruin
When all that’s said and done.
Now that all this is done,
I will never judge you anything but a sinner
Whom I love more than I can tell

Fall into me again, lover— 
Brother.
Fall into me and D R O W N.

Take the hand I’ve always offered
waiting for yours to grasp.
Draw ever closer, love
ignore all else
I will be forever waiting
a bastard in the dark.
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JaayV

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Aha~ One of my least favorite poems in this series... and definitely one needing the most revision (eventually... one day... maybe never lol) (●__●)

So some context is probably needed, yes?

Well.

I wrote this one about two original characters of mine, Eul-nul and Snam-Bi. They're half brothers from a prestigious family who have been sexually and romantically involved with one another behind everyone's back for years. Recently though, their secret has come to light and they've not seen eye-to-eye since, resulting in them having parted ways.

I sorta scrapped their storyline since writing this poem, but at the time I was considering what might have been going through their minds as one tries to "fit in" to the world around them and "be normal," while the other pines away trying to get his brother-lover to return to him and their sordid love affair.

The poem ping-pongs back and forth between the two of them, switching POVs intermittently throughout, sometimes even overlapping so you don't know who's voice/thoughts are saying what.

I admit, it sounded MUCH BETTER in my head and looked a HECK of a lot more structured there too.

Then again, I did write this thing at 23:55 when I was frantically trying to complete my poem-for-the-day before midnight, so I'm not surprised this came out like gibberish.

SO!

That's my two-cents, at any rate.

Hope you still enjoyed it nonetheless~
( ゚д゚)つ Bye

#lgbtq #queer #gay_brothers #incest #brocest #OCs #original_characters #fiction #poem #worldbuilding

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i liked it! but the last line confused me. is he calling himself a bastard because he thinks he's a bad person or...?

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