This Class is bullshit

That is my only explanation. I hate history, there I have officially said it I would rather be locked away again then be in this class, that’s a lie but you get it. I’m so over this shit I am this close to walking out of here like I’m sorry but who the fuck actually needs to know about the fucking first world war to be able to survive in life like what kind of idiot likes this fucking torture. 

“Alina are you listening” fucking teacher

 “yes sir I am”

 “ are you sure cause with your head in the clouds like they are I wouldn’t think so in fact since you are listening so well would you like to repeat what I just said please” what the actual fuck I don’t fucking know

 “ um you were saying how we don’t actually need to know this and you’re going to let us have a free period” chuckles from the back of the class told me someone told me they thought I was funny 

“ ha ha very funny, nice try see me after class please” fuck. Class went bye way to fast   and now I’m standing here talking to this bitch

  “come on Alina you’ve got to be listening I know your tired but just a little effort is all I need here” yeah yeah it’s just a little more effort each time until I’m in a mental burnout

 “okay yeah I’ll try a little harder”

 “okay thank you”

 “can I go now” I really want to leave

 he sighs and says “ yeah just try and stay awake in class”

 “ kay” and with that I run out of there  when I get to the cafeteria I take one look inside and want to be sick cause of the gross rats I see why, why do my brother and a few of his friends have to be sitting at my table like seriously and why do they have to have some sluts on there laps like come on I actually wanted to eat today anyway I swallow my pride and go over there, there I no way in hell I’m leaving because of them. Once I get there and sit down Zoe and Cassidy glare at me Zoe is sitting on Lucas’s lap and Cassidy is sitting on Marcos lap and my heart breaks a little I can’t not believe how much it hurts but I just glare back

 “ got a problem” I say and get the reply

 “ yeah actually why the hell are you here” she turns her head back to Lucas “baby why is this slut” I cut her off

 “ I’m going to stop you right there tweedled dee you tweedled dumb and all your little friends and boy toys can leave cause this is mine and my friends table I do not have the energy for your bullshit and I would like to eat my lunch without feeling the need to throw up cause your face and the smell of the perfume your spray ten too many times id setting off my gag reflex so just shut it shut your pie hole and go shove it onto some fuckwits cock m’kay” I gave her a sarcastically sweet smile and wait for the comeback but is silent for a second then I heard miss bitchy’s voice

 “ Alina what did I tell you, you were to come to my classroom at lunch so why are you here” for fucks sake can’t I ever get a break

 “and what did I tell you I’m not allowed to miss lunch okay so suck it up and go cry about it to the principle cause I do not have the energy to waste my time on this convocation” I still hadn’t turned around

 “ okay you know what I will go talk to him about this inappropriate behaviour and we will see what he has to say”

 I hear her heels receding bore I hear Zoe ask why they were even over hear then I hear Cassidy and Marco talking about tonight I don’t now what was happing tonight but I could guess and I want to cry I want to run and hide away but I can’t I’m not a kid anymore and neither is he. I take the chance while no one is talking to me to look at marina and Leo, marina is what do you know glaring at Lucas and Leo is on his phone, damn nothing eventful I look back at the others

 “ okay so can you guys like leave now” please say yes

 “ no we need to talk” fuck you Lucas

 “ and you need all your emotional support animals to help I mean at least she looks like one” I say as I glance down at Zoe

 “Alina please just listen”

 for fucks sake I don’t want to.