It is as if all the air is stolen from my lungs. I can't breathe every part of me is uncontrollably shaking. Jiejie are you ok ?! Taino taken by suprise. Mother and Father are looking at me as if I was a mad woman . I calm my breathe and somewhat compose myself. Mother, Father I need to know, am I.. have you? I can't get the words out. But they understand what I am trying to say. Yes you will be, the wedding should be shortly after he takes the capital.
Although I already knew I still felt my heart drop down into my stomach, possibly through it. I glance at Taio curious for his reaction, I was surprised to see him deep in thought. Then Mother snaps us both out of our thoughts Well I am famished so let's eat .
I try to eat but I don't really have the appetite for food so, I try to stomach what I can before retiring to my room.I'm in my room reading not wanting to do much else when a knock interrupts me. From the knock I know it to be Taio's singnature knock. "Come in" not bothering to look up. Taio comes in closing the door behind him. Jiejie I have a question for you he tells me.
Alright come here I say patting the space on the bed beside me. Taio climbs up and snuggles up beside me. So I say closing by book, placing it on the bedside table, what's the question? Taio makes eye contact with me and I see he's a bit teary eyed. Jiejie you know when they have a cu? Yes i do and ? You know how they kill the previous emperor ? Yes. Well don't they kill the Empress as well , what will happen to you if this cu fails ? He looks up with overflowing, glassy eyes.What he says makes my blood turn cold. What will happen to me ? I don't want you to die Jiejie, they will kill Father, Mother, you and me as well. Taio is bawling now his face burrowed into me as I am a pillow.
He's right if this fails we are all as good as dead. Shhhh I try to comfort him . Hey, he looks up There is always that possibility but we are just going to have faith in him. Besides Father wouldn't follow him unless he believed he would win I say trying my best to sound as confident as I possibly can. Thankfully it works and he calms down. Soon enough he is asleep in my arms but I still can't stop thinking about what he's told me. Could Father and Mother get me killed? I try to get rid my mind of the thoughts but once the weeds are planted they're difficult to kill. I can't focus on my books and I couldn't move without waking Taio so I give into sleep.
When I wake up next I have been changed into sleep clothing and tucked in. I presume my maidservant changed me. I get out of bed and ring my bell to signal her to come help me get dressed. In less then a minute she is here. She prepares a bath for me, then dresses me. The Hanfu she I'm dressed in is one of my favourites. It is a light teal green with gold emriodary. I walk to the dinning hall to eat breakfast, nothing exciting happens but at a little bit past midday I am called into Fathers study. I am quite annoyed at this I was in the middle of Embroidering my new blanket. Inside there are tall well built men who tower over me. Father greets me , Ah welcome Meili I would like you to meet ......
Meili Tang is the oldest child of the Tang Family withe one younger brother Taio. She comes from a wealthy family due to her Father being Yinban Tang one of the closest adviosers and General of Emperor Fang Song. Meili lives a peaceful life but when revolts start being lead by Suyin Jian and she finds out her Father is with the reble group! Not only is he with them he has given Suyin her hand in marriage ! How will she adjust with becoming Empress? Thrown into a new and dangerous life . How will she cope?
*I have barely proof read the chapter so if things don’t make sense sorry in advance and I’m also making up the loot as I go along*
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