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"Hey Sugar" We kiss and we look at each other. He likes to call me sugar. I don't mind that nickname. I think it's cute. Couple goals. "Hey" "Ready to go?" "Yeah" We take the city's bus cause even trough I just got my license I still don't have a car. He doesn't has his license cause he's too young. The bus arrives a few minutes later. We hop in the bus and sit down on a double seat. "I can't wait for you to see the video I made. You know the video I took of you the other day?" "Yeah?" "I edited it. I can't wait for you to see it." "Ooh then I can't wait too." He holds my right hand. "Has your bruise on your stomach disappeared?" "Um not yet but it doesn't hurt anymore." "Seriously who had the gut to punch you like that?" "It's no one you should worry about." "Ok" Is it me or is he getting a bit tense? I can feel his hand tightening on my hand. Hm I really hope nothing bad happened to him. It's obvious he doesn't want to talk about it. "So did you get your A+ you wanted in French?" "Nah I didn't sadly, I got a B.." "What's wrong with a B?" "Meh it's nothing.." "What is someone pressuring you to get good grades?" "No!" A few people in the bus looks at us. "Calm down there's people watching us." "Yes I know I'm sorry.." "Then what's the problem with your grades?" "Can we talk about something else?" "Ok.." He kisses me on the check as reassurance. "You really want me to forget about this right?" He chuckles lightly. "You're so cute like that. Let me take a photo of you." He takes his phone and takes a photo of me. "Look how cute you are." "I'm not cute.." I half pout. "Yes you are. You're only cute for me that's why." I blush at his comment. He chuckles slightly. "You can't even deny that I'm handsome. That's why you always get flustered every time I mention you are cute." He puts his hand on my chin then looks at my face like he's lost in his thoughts. What is he doing? My heart is pounding so loudly. Why is he such a tease? "It's true that you are cute, you have beautiful hazel eyes with a small nose, a cute smile. You might be cute but you're mine." People stares at us. Huh..he being to affectionate in public. Normally I'm the one that does that. I don't really complain cause I like that he makes me feel special but there's people starring at us. "Um people are staring at us.." "Oh sorry we'll resume at home~" I become red instantly. Gosh why is he such a tease. He really makes people think that we are gonna do it when this is the first time that he's being that affectionate towards me. He's never like that usually. So he's kinda right that this moment should be shared in private.
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"Look that's the video I wanted to show you." He points toward his computer and starts the video. It's basically a clip of me I'm different places but he made me..so beautiful. Wait why do I look more feminine in there? I'm a tomboy usually. "Mas it's flattering and a but why am I so feminine in that clip?" "Uh I thought you would like it..I didn't think you hated seeing you like that.." I walk towards him and hug him. "It's fine it's not your fault.. you didn't know. You just thought I would like it." He looks kinda guilty for a bit but then changes expression. "What did you want to tell me the other day?" "Uh I don't know what you're talking about?" "You wanted to do more right?" "Uh I yes.." "I've been thinking about it but we could take this slow... It's kind of awkward but..I've never had it before..." "Really what about all your exs?" "Please don't talk about that.." He says in harsh tone. Hm that's strange. "It's not that I don't want to do it but are you sure I'm not pressuring you into doing more then what we usually do?" "No..you're not pressuring me..I just thought it was to early to do it you know?" He smiles but it looks kinda sad? "What's wrong?" "There's nothing wrong? What are you talking about?" "Um I could swear you looked sad there." "Meh it's probably you're imagination." "Um ok what do you want to do..?" "Don't worry it's not too much that I'm asking.. We're not having it tonight alright?" "Ok.." "What you want to do it?" "No it's not that.." "Hm ok, fine we'll not take this more intimate. I thought you would be alright with that sense you were the one that wanted that." "Stop making assumptions.." "Assumptions?" "Yeah I really want to do more than just kissing you know..I just don't feel like you've serious about this.." "What? What do you mean? You think I don't like you? I am in love with you Grace. How many times should I tell you. Look I made a video for you, I wanted you to learn about what I like, I take you on dates.. I make sure you're happy.." "But why doesn't it feel like it?" "I think you're just being paranoid Sugar. You know you're mine right?" "Yes but what if you like someone else but you don't want to tell me?" Oh he becomes silent. No don't tell me it's true? I start crying. "Please don't start crying sugar.. I swear you're the only one I love. Then why would I be dating you if it wasn't for that?" He looks a bit guilty about what he's doing. It feels like it does affect him what I told him but for an entire other reason and I can't figure out why. "Grace.." He takes me in his arms again. "Please stop thinking that.. who could I love other then a sweet girl like you?" "Stop calling me a girl.." "Yes right..." "There's plenty of girls that are in love with you know?" "Yes I know but they don't matter cause I have the one that I love right here." He touches my cheek then kiss me with a small tender kiss. I love when he acts gently but at the same time I kinda hate that he makes me feel like I'm weak..I'm not a person that I could break easily. I hate all those things but I love him too much to break up with him. It's not like he's cheating on me for real right?
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