*Trigger warning* this will include struggles with mental health and figuring out sexuality 

Dear Diary, 

It is 8 am and I just woke up, I couldn't sleep last night my mind would not stop. 

Whenever I'm around people  I feel different. I'm not like everyone else. I don't fit in.  

I don't see why boys are expected to like girls, I have grown up thinking it's wrong to not like girls. I don't see the hype in girls. What does this mean? Does this mean I'm g... 

I can't say it, I can't be that person, Nobody will like me. what even does it mean to be that word. I know it's when you only like boys but is it even normal? I mean people get called gay all the time at school and it makes people sad. 

This has been making me feel horrible. I cry all the time, I can't be around people. Why does it have to be me??

I need to go... dinner is ready.

Talk tomorrow 

G x