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Rain sprinkling across the window that heated lust had parted, leaving him sprawled on the bed.
Drained till he couldn’t get hard anymore she wiped the side of her mouth with a tissue, over two hours he blew six loads. Leaving him sore .
Eight at night she snuggled up beside him resting on one of his arms, she had a slightly saddened gaze, but kept a firm smile.
She is so beautiful.
Sleeping for two hours they were awaken by the rumbling of a stomach.
“You must be hungry.” She denied it.
“That was you.”
Changing scenes they scrambled they’re things together to look somewhat presentable, and ended up at the meat section of the supermarket. It was locally frequented by college students who lived close enough, though was still relaxed at night. Neither of them thought to much of it, but had a disagreement on what to get.
“Steak is an expensive delicacy that should be savored for special occasions, also it takes time, it’s better we just get some frozen pizza. It’s quick, easy.”
“And not healthy. You’re a member of the tennis team and have a job, it’s important to put your health first.” She skillfully countered, not displaying any ulterior motives on her face.
“I’m the one who’s going to be cooking.”
“Well yeah.”
She wasn’t bad at cooking, actually he preferred Sara’s over his own, it was just the same case for her.
“I’d rather eat your cooking every day.”
“Andrew lying won’t get you extra brownie points.”
“Yeah… I’d probably get tired of it in a week.”
Pouting, they bought both of them to fill her fridge, as well as salad and other foods and drinks.
It was nice, even when she wasn’t trying to seduce him, being with her. Though in the back of his mind, a twinge of doubt surfaced. Would it be any different, wouldn’t it just be good for a time. Am I just subjecting myself to hedonism?
Midnight back at her place they finished the pizza and salad, chatting about the nonsensical matters, complaining about the dulls of college life, or the latest songs released.
“So next time you come over, let’s study together, it’s bonding over this boring shiz. I can teach you a lot of things.” She lifted her breast flaunting them.
“Whelp time for me to go.”
Mind still muddled, he knew in essence to maintain whatever he had with his girlfriend he had to leave.
Grabbed by the hand, she only held it.
“It’s midnight, stay the night. I don’t think you’d make it back to your dorm.” That same concerned gaze hit him.
It hurt.
“Don’t you think I’ve already done enough.” He retorted pulling away. It’s eating away at me, regret, I can’t leave this.
She hugged his back.
His heart which long felt to be broken into pieces, felt as if it shattered again.
“I won’t tell you to make a decision, and if you leave I’ll stop pursuing you and give up. I don’t want to cause you pain, just… stay a bit longer at least.” Pulling him to her bed she snuggled up to him burying her ample bosom in his face. “Are you comfortable?”
“... Yeah.”
Both blushing they rested in silence, only the spitting rain splashing against the window, the gentle buzz from the fridge, or they’re breaths could be heard. She was warm and soft, a woman he was compatible with in more ways than one. She didn’t push her issues onto him, unlike his girlfriend.
“Comparing the two of us doesn’t make me happy you know.”
“How did you…”
“Just a hunch… I want to thank you.”
“Me?”
“Is there anyone else snuggled beside me, are you already accusing me of infidelity?”
“Right, right.” He said too tired to be annoyed.
“When you’re with me I expect loyalty.” She said proudly.
“Says the person who spent several months seducing me.”
“Ocean law, it was free game.”
“Okay swashbuckler, you don’t think I’ll do the same to you.”
“... No, though I hope you do what makes you happy.” She firmed her tone. “You’ve helped me a lot in the past, from high school I toke your advice ‘sometimes it’s best to just move on and let go, instead of continuing to suffer’.”
“I said that as an excuse to get away from a lecture.” He downplayed it.
“They meant a lot to me, I gave up swimming that no longer made me happy, and moved on from relationships. It was because of you. I like you Drew.”
A whirl of thoughts swirled in his mind, whether it be regrets of his actions, embarrassment of her confession, or the pain of his own hypocrisy. He struggled to look her in the eyes.
I’m such a bad person.
He parted from her.
“It’s time I go, I have things I have to do.”
Hand outstretched reaching for him she retracted leaving only a bitter smile on her face.
“I understand.”
Running through the rain, desperately trying to get away. He knew a change had to be made.
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