Just a silly thing my brain do sometimes...like for real! It's not a big deal brain! x'D
STOP IT! don't think too much about it, that is just how social media works.
This is not too much of a depress take but still is one of the ways that my brain that has troubles to make serotonin does sometimes, like I know it's not a big issue for real, people are free to follow and unfollow whoever they want in social media, it's something that happends all the time, but still! even if I get it my brain still takes it too far sometimes hahaha.
this days I have not feel so bad, I still don't have like a "office job" that it's secure, but I found a gig that it's getting me by well, I know I dont gonna have this gig forever (I give it one year and maybe a half of run) but It's helping me a little, and I finally could get a new PC, so it's alright.
Still I hope to find something more secure, I hope I get the time save enonght money and don't feel like I will fall in to dark abyss too soon.