School ended a few days ago. I haven't done a whole lot of things so far. It's only the beginning of June after all. My soccer team has indeed been qualified for the soccer tournament. The tournament has already started a few weeks ago. Luckily for us we haven't been eliminated yet. We may as well be the best team in this tournament. I'm basically the best player for our team. I think I scored at least 10 goals already? Eh I don't really go check the stats. Even if things have been running smoothly, I still deal with things. Yeah I still smoke after games or even before. Luckily for me I haven't been caught yet. That's quite a relief. I don't even want to begin to imagine what they'll do with me if they found out. Nowadays I don't really go share a pack of smokes with Ethan, as he's been busy with his "girlfriend". They're not official according to Ethan but he can't deny he definitely has a thing for her. The best thing for him is that it's mutuel. Camilla has it for him too. Plus they look cute together. Too bad everyone still thinks he's a bad influence. I think it's the other way around. It seems like Camilla has a good influence on him. He doesn't really do drugs anymore, which is crazy may I add. Sense he doesn't want to smoke with me anymore, I try to buy a pack of cigarettes in secret. Is it me or everyone is in love recently. Everywhere I go I see lots of people acting all lovey dovey. I have nothing against that it's just why all of the sudden. Next thing I know Joshua is gonna get a girlfriend or something. Wait that's impossible, he wouldn't even be able to treat a girl right. He only likes to f**k every girl he sees so him seedling down must be some kind of miracle. I mean while he f**ks every living girl, I hook up with boys and girls but I treat them right. He really doesn't treat them rights I wouldn't be surprised he gets accused of sexual assault at this point. When we banged, he didn't really assaulted me because I'm a strong girl. I find it funny that I was the one that toped him not the other way around so I know how to deal with boys like him. The last few weeks a certain girl keeps trying to get my attention. Not surprising to know it's Makayla. Turns out she doesn't want to f**k with me nor does she want to mess with me. She told me the other day she just wants to get to know me. I didn't really believe her. She's way out of my league same goes for her. I don't want to be friends with her slutty friends. I gotta admit that Makayla is the least worst of those girls but still she's friends with them. She's what we like to call the perfect girl. I know her parents. They are basically scums bags. Like her dad and her step mom are basically rich a**holes. Like who wants to be friends with that kind of family. They are f**king religious, like they would probably shove me the freaking bible in front of my face knowing what kind of style of life I live by. So so definitely refuse to see her family. Heck if I could I would fight her step sister Ella. She's such a spoiled brat. I literally can't stand her but I can't fight because they'll kick me out of the team if I do. She's untouchable as they say so I would have huge consequences if I were to even hit her in the smallest. So much for being perfect. Makayla is better than her at least. At first I thought she wanted a quick f**k to relieve herself like all the sweet nothing popular kids do. Surprisingly she said no. I can tell she has it for me but a no is a no right? I used to think it was funny when she was dating Maverick but now not some much. Honestly she can tell me she likes girls and I don't care. I couldn't care less about her sexuality. It's kinda ironic to know the soccer star of Rochester High thinks like that. I'm not against people that likes the same gender as them or whatnot. That wouldn't make sense as I am myself bisexual. I don't really have a preference for now but I admit that I may be more leaning on the girl side. Eh I don't really have time to think about that. I'm focusing on Soccer those days. Even if I talked to Makayla a few days already we never formally hang out. Like I said I don't see a reason why. Even if we are far from friends she somehow cheers for me every game. Yeah she goes to every game I play. I found it strange but the fact she is after all a cheerleader makes sense. Sure she's not supposed to cheer for a girl but honestly I quite like it honestly. I don't know it kinda makes me want to smile. It's not just anybody that's cheering for me, it's.. Makayla. She knows really damn well what she's doing. I wonder how she managed to encourage her quad of cheerleaders to cheer for me. It's not well seen here to cheer for the girls really. I think they barely accept that girls play soccer. Most of the time people think we are lesbians and whatnot. It's true but not completely true either so no one wants really to watch us, especially not girls like Makayla. She's the hottest girl in school. Yes I called her the hottest girl at school, not that I dig her that way but yeah she is quite attractive. I thought she was plain boring a few months ago now..she doesn't seem as boring? Every time I score a goal I can hear her cheer for me with her poms poms as well as her huge smile with a perfect row of teeth. Without realizing it I smile back at her especially the last few times I scored a goal. Today I have a game against St-Petersburg high school. Since school ended a few days ago, that's the only way to see her. Actually now that I think about it my game starts in less than an hour. I better get going now. Today our game is at Rochester high so I have the choice to arrive on my own which I do. I usually go with my skate board. I don't only do soccer funny enough. Skateboarding trough is only for fun not for competition besides I'm already busy with soccer tournament.
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The game against St-Petersburg high school turned out to be one of best games by far. We won 7-2. I scored 2 goals in that game kind of magical may I add. Yet again Makayla was there cheering for me with her poms poms. Today she's had mascara on with some light makeup. She has a big ponytail. Honestly I can't know what she's wearing as she was wearing her usual cheerleader outfit. I'm currently taking a shower in the locker room. We finished the game about less than 10 minutes ago. If we win next game we will qualify for the finals in the tournament. I'm glad that my team and I have gotten this far. I hop out of the shower and dry myself off. I eventually put on my normal clothes. I'm wearing my team soccer cap with a plain white shirt combined by a jeans jacket. I'm also currently wearing jeans with holes in it with some sneakers. Sure it's kinda hot but the game was actually at 6. I don't know why they be putting games after dinner but a game is a game I guess. So it's currently almost 9 pm so it's clearly not as hot as during the day. We're not in a heat wave right now so it's actually quite chilly outside. Before getting out of the lockers I overhear 2 people talking. "Why did you follow me here? I just want to hang out with Emery like already told you." Seems like her mom responds to her in return. "Why you want to hang out with her? Since when are you friends with her? You used to be doing cheerleading for basketball but now you do soccer? Where's the sudden change of interest of sport coming from? I still can't believe you broke up with Maverick. He's such a sweet boy. You guys were perfect together." "Mom get over it it's been 1 month already since that happened. He's a great guy and all but we just fell off that's it." "Listen to me young girl, that's not how things works here. I don't care if you like him or not. You'll start dating him again ok? You get it do you?! You're already running the family. First it was your dad now it's you! Wow what kind of family are we?!" "Calm down mom I don't want anybody to hear us." She sighs and resumes talking. "Just know that this conversation is not over. I'll let you hang out with her tonight as long as there's no funny business alright. She gives me the creeps that girl. I don't want you to be friends with a sinner ok?!" "Yes I get it mother." Then her mother's footsteps slowly fades away. I walk out of the locker room. Makayla notices that I'm there. "Oh gawd you didn't here that did you?" "Unfortunately I did." "Oh no..just don't take into account what my mother said?" "Sure I won't besides it's fair to say our parents are all homophobic a**holes." She chuckles a little. "Yeah you're right." "Why are you here? Did you finally decide you want to have sex with me?" Makayla starts becoming red instantly. "No,no! Don't misunderstand! I just wanted to ask if you wanted to hang out just the both of us?" "Sure" "That easily?" "Yeah why would I say no?" "It's just..oh never mind." "Ok do you have anything in mind?" "Nah but now that I hear about it we could go to the arcade. I heard that Maverick and his group of friends are in the arcade next door." "Oh ok, wait you're still in contact with him?!" "Uh yeah? We broke up because yeah we didn't even like each other that way to begin with." "Then why did you two dated?" "Because everyone told us to." "You shouldn't always have to listen to what others want you to do. You can decide on your own you know? People always say that you should always follow your heart." For some reasons there's silence between the both of us. "Let's go the arcade shall we?" "Oh yeah let's go." I think she zoned out for a bit, cute. Cute?! Ugh I'm not gonna start thinking like that. She's not gay alright heart? It'll remain like that alright? We start walking while I'm still stuck thinking about her. I know it's dangerous because I can't start having feelings for her or whatever what it is. I do no strings attached not the other way around. Ugh I think I need to smoke. I take a cigarette from my pack of smokes and a lighter. By then we are in some alley so no one sees us. "Hey! What are you doing?!" "Smoking? Why do you seem so shocked?" "You know it's not good for you right?" "I know but it helps me relieve stress." "Wait are you stressed right now? Is it because of me? I'll leave you alone if that's the case." "No it's not you ok it's something else." "Ok.." It feels kind of strange the both of us in a random alley where no one can see us with the sun that recently set down. Not only is it strange, what makes weirder is that she's there with me wearing a crop top with a skirt. She looks all feminine while I look like tomboyish. I can't even begin to imagine what our parents would think of is right now. Whatever I don't care. I eventually finish my smoke and we leave for reals. For the next 5 minutes we walk in a awkward silence. It feels like someone should talk but we don't as we don't know each other well enough for that. Once we arrive we very well notice Maverick and, wait why is he with all those people? To my most pleasant surprise Maverick holding hands with Charlie, he's with Mason and William that are already playing a game together. I notice on the left I think Ben and Abigail? Yeah that's their name, I think that's Kilan and.. Dakota? Now that I remember I remember reading something online mentioning that her name is now Dakota or something. On the complete other side of the arcade I notice..Ethan and Camilla?! The hell why is all of those people here. Sure it seems like Camilla and Ethan are not with the rest of them but still what's the chances that all of those people are here in the same place? I think really made even more surprised is when later on Alexis what used to be the school's president, Grace the girl who sang the other day at Rochester day, and Joshua came in. Wait how does Joshua knows those girls? Hm I think he's f**king at least one of them. But Alexis and Grace. Seriously that girl is literally friends with everyone. It wouldn't surprise me if she tried talking to all of us tonight.
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