I got a phone last year. I’ve already managed to get a few cracks in the glass. I feel bad, Mom and Daren paid for it.

Sebastian gave me his number when I was over at his apartment the other day. Heh. It’s been four years since he first asked me if I had a phone.

I still think about that night. I was terrified. I’m glad I stuck it out though.

Sure he’s made me cry, but I’ve also made him cry. I guess I just feel happy to be in his life.

After Lennon threatened me. I tried to stay away from Sebastian. And I did. I was lonely. But I never bothered them.

I still can’t believe I got to reconnect with Sebastian. He still wants to be my friend. And wants to hang out with me.

I don’t know how close we are anymore. I want to tell him everything. Everything that’s happened in the last few years.

But most of it is really personal. And kind of bad. But I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about it.

I guess I can keep it to myself. For now.