Nine—
I slightly forgot what happened last night, so when I woke up, naked and being spooned by an equally naked Kai, I was a little shocked. He was awake already—of course—just stroking my sides gently, with barely a whisper of a touch. I could hear his heart beating steadily and feel the evenness of his breath on my neck. It was calming.
He knew I was awake, but didn't say word. I didn't either. It was like we were avoiding breaking the spell. We were happy and relaxed in each other's arms but sooner or later we had to face reality.
We broke up.
This was simply a circumstantial convenience and nothing more.
So why did my heart violently disagree?
"Kai," I whispered.
He tensed around me, squeezing me tighter to him as if refusing to let this moment go. He was running from reality too.
"Kai listen—"
"Please...just let me enjoy this a little while longer. I just want to hold you in my arms again," he pleaded softly, voice hoarse and raspy from just waking up.
I stayed quiet, sinking into his body more and relishing in the warmth and security. I could hear my parents murmuring downstairs and moving around in the kitchen. Most likely preparing breakfast.
I shivered, the window was open and the chilly morning air swept in without remorse.
"Cold?" Kai murmured.
I nodded.
He pulled the blanket up and more firmly around us. I twisted in his arms so I was facing him. And Goddess was he a sight. I don't think my mind could ever do him justice. How am I so lucky? Well...how was I so lucky, I should say. This beautiful man wasn't mine anymore.
His black locks were disheveled from sleep and his eyes were kind of dull. They weren't the vibrant emerald I was so use to and that worried me, just as the dark bruise-like bags under his eyes. I reached up to gently smooth the bags with my thumbs. Kai's eyes closed as if he were savoring my touch.
This was all my fault.
"You haven't been sleeping," I noted.
He smiled sadly without opening his eyes.
"How could I?" he whispered.
"Kai—" I started again and he tensed, bracing himself for the worst. I frowned feeling even more horrible. He was suffering greatly because I wasn't accepting my job as his Omega.
Maybe mom was right...maybe I was spoiled.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
Kai's eyes snapped open and he searched mine wildly.
"I haven't been a good mate to you and I'm sorry. I know that you're not allowed to tell me certain things and it's my job to trust you. I've been making things hard for you and I'm sorry," I continued.
"Don't say that, you're perfect. You're absolutely perfect and I never could have asked for a better mate," Kai told me earnestly.
He really was sweet.
How could I ever leave him? This sweet, sweet man of mine?
"What does this mean?" Kai prompted hesitantly.
"I'll be with you...if you'll still have me," I said quietly.
His eyes instantly brightened and he attacked my lips with passion. I smiled against his lips happily, wrapping my arms around his strong neck.
"I swear I'll do better to make you happy!" he promised eagerly, so afraid I'll change my mind.
"No, don't change. You already make me the happiest Omega alive," I told him.
His whole face lit up with pride. It was so adorable on such a strong and masculine face. I laughed at the irony of it.
Nuzzling my nose against his, I thought of one other thing to make this engagement official.
"Kai?"
"Hm?"
"I'm ready."
He looked at me confused. I sat up and crawled on his lap so I straddled his waist. He leaned up on his elbows curiously, making the muscles in his abdomen even more mouth wateringly defined.
I leaned down and kissed him, deeply and slowly, hoping he understood then.
"Drew—" he started looking unsure.
I cupped his cheeks in my hands and smiled down at him. "It's okay. I'm serious. There are no crazy instincts driving me to this decision. Just my undying love for you."
His eyes twinkled before he cupped the back of my neck and pulled me down to him. He kissed me. Again and again to make up for the kisses lost.
I rolled my hips down so I could press our most intimate members together. Kai groaned against my lips and suddenly, he was much harder than before. Now Kai was no small man. He was six foot five inches and two hundred pounds of pure muscle, but that's not all that's huge about him. Mini Kai was pretty large as well. I could feel it against my much smaller member.
It was a little frightening.
But I knew that Kai would never hurt me. I trusted him and that's what fueled me to keep going.
I grinded myself on him, rolling my hips back and forth, successfully driving us both insane. Kai sat up and held my hips in a tight grip so I couldn't move anymore causing me to whine.
He chuckled, kissing my nose before trailing his kisses down my neck where he sucked the skin, making little bruises everywhere. His lips trailed down to my nipples that were already alert and ready for attention.
I moaned, throwing my head back and bracing myself on his powerful thighs.
My body was already self-lubricating, anticipating the future penetration. I fell against Kai's shoulder when his hands found it's way to my happy member. He stroked me slowly, drawing out the tension, making me groan with lust. I thrusted up into his hand, trying to increase the friction but he was very good at maintaining control.
"Kai," I whined in aggravation.
He chuckled, bringing his lips back to mine and falling back so I fell on top of him. His kisses were endless, leaving me breathless and distracting me from the probing fingers on my rear end. I was practically dripping.
He felt around the wetness until he was teasing my puckered hole. I gasped against his lips and he took that opportunity to push his tongue into my mouth. His tongue massaged mine, fighting playfully as if they were two little pups.
I nearly choked on it when his stroking finger finally pushed into the tight ring of muscle. I was already so wet that he slipped right in. It was a wonderful feeling and I wanted more of it.
I panted, pushing myself on his digit, squealing when he added another. His fingers scissored inside me, loosening my tight walls.
"Ugh, Kai!" I moaned, desperately shoving myself down on his fingers.
I was so close to release when he pulled them out suddenly. I cried out at the loss and started to protest until he flipped us over so he hovered above me. He lifted the backs of my knees and pushed them toward my chest.
"Hold them," he told me.
I grabbed my legs, holding them up while he grabbed my pillow and neatly placed it under my bottom. I was so exposed in this position. I almost felt self-conscious when he just gazed down at me, but then I remembered who this was and suddenly, none of that mattered. It was Kai. And he loved me.
His head dipped between my legs and it took me a second to realize before his tongue darted between my cheeks. I instantly dropped my legs around his shoulders.
"Ah ah ah, hold them up, Drew," Kai chuckled, pushing my legs up again. I took them and tried my hardest to keep them up but it was so difficult with him licking me there. I was nearly delirious with pleasure, mewling like a whore.
Kai pushed his tongue inside and I ended up dropping my legs again. I grabbed his head instead, threading my fingers through his silky locks.
"Oh Goddess, that feels so good Kai," I cried out.
He licked and sucked before trailing up to my sac, sucking each ball into his mouth. His tongue ran a straight line up my member before he drew the whole thing into his mouth.
I whimpered his name, groaning when he started bobbing his head and thoroughly showing me unimaginable pleasure. I was so close to exploding. It was only when he added his finger back inside my hole that I actually came. It spurted into his mouth and I heard him gulp it down.
He smile as he raised his head from between my legs. He laid a gentle kiss on my lips and I could faintly taste myself.
He switched positons again so I was once again straddling him.
His face immediately became serious.
"If it's too much, stop. Go slow. I don't want you to tear anything okay?" I nodded my head seriously.
He nodded curtly before reaching over and pulling out a yellow pill from somewhere. He popped it in his mouth and I watched this throat bob as he swallowed it.
Suddenly, I was afraid.
Mel said it hurts. I mean, it's different for a female than a male, but I knew that regardless of gender, it was going to hurt.
"You're tensing up," Kai noted. "Don't do that, it'll hurt more. Relax. Look at me and relax."
I stared into his ever green eyes and took a deep breath. I reached behind me, gathering some of the slickness from myself so I could rub it on his warm, velvety smooth member. His eyes fluttered but never left mine. When he was pretty slick, I positioned him at my entrance and slowly lowered myself down.
Dear Goddess it hurts like a son of a bitch!
I held on to his shoulders and looked away, my face scrunching up in pain. I didn't want him to see my expression and make me stop. I had to keep going...I wanted to keep going.
I eased myself a little lower and hissed as it felt like I was slowly tearing in half. Pain shot up my spine viciously making me cry out. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed his shoulders tighter.
"You're hurting yourself. You don't have to force it, Drew. We don't have to do this now," Kai told me but his voice was tight and barely above a whisper. I peeked at his face and saw it twisted in absolute ecstasy. He was feeling so good and I didn't want to ruin it for him.
"I want this," I choked.
"Squeeze me as tight as you want, bite me, draw blood, I don't care. Do whatever you need to me to make this easier for you."
I whimpered but nodded my head.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, I lowered myself a little bit more. Kai let out a long moan against the skin of my neck where he fell against me. He reached up with one of his hands and intertwined it with me. He gave me a squeeze of encouragement, never raising his head.
I pushed down a little lower and screamed into my arm. Tears were flowing a little more now but there was just a tiny bit more of him I had to take. With a deep breath, I pushed myself all the way down until he was fully sheathed inside me. He grunted, his hips jerking with the movement and I screamed even louder in agony, distorting the sound by biting into my arm...hard...drawing blood.
"Hey! Don't hurt yourself! Hurt me, you're injured enough as is!" Kai panted, squeezing my hand tighter. I already had a death grip on him.
I released my arm and pushed my face into his shoulder. We stayed there for a moment and I couldn't stop myself from clenching around him. Kai groaned with every squeeze of my insides. He was itching to move but I knew he wouldn't dare. Not until I was ready.
Damn, will I ever be ready? I was very content with not moving at all.
I raised my hips a bit, ignoring the sharp pains up my spine and then lowered myself again. I went slow. Very slow, until I was somewhat use to the pain. Kai grunted when I picked up the pace.
"Can you do it?" I whispered after a while.
Kai nodded and very gently switched positions so I was on my hands and knees and he was behind me with his hands on my hips. He started with slow and deep thrusts before he quickened to fast and shallow.
It was becoming easier to deal with the pain and somewhere in there, there was a bit of pleasure...but not much.
Kai moaned loudly before switching our positions again. We were spooning again...kind of. He lifted my leg up and started thrusting again. I cried out in pain with each thrust trying to make it sound like one of pleasure so he wouldn't stop. I wasn't going to ruin this for him and there was something about him being inside me that kept my erection stable.
"Kai! Kai!" I screamed.
He pushed me down and laid along my back. His hand reached down and he grabbed my left knee, raising it next to my shoulder before humping the shit out of me. Thank Goddess I was flexible or this would be one painful position.
His thrusts were getting more desperate and losing their perfect rhythm, that's how I knew he was close.
And Goddess, that's when I felt it.
The beginning of the expansion.
"Drew! Drew! Drew! Fuck!" Kai panted, sitting up and sitting me on his lap. His thrusts were hard and powerful, it jerked my entire body with the movement.
I could feel his balls pushing up inside me...and it felt...amazing.
Drool slipped past my open mouth as the knot in his member grew in size, embedding itself within me. It hit every perfect spot and had me foaming at the mouth for me.
Kai's body was tense and he couldn't move anymore.
I kept clenching around him, milking the knot, waiting for him to reach his peak and when he did, I don't think we were prepared for the amount euphoria it put us through.
Kai collapsed on top of me. He was still knotted inside me and I was fine with it. I did not want him to ever leave from this spot.
When his knot finally did shrink and he was able to slide out of me, his cream followed as well.
"I'm definitely going to have to do the laundry myself this time," I panted breathlessly.
Kai gave a tired chuckle before snuggling against me.
And we fell asleep again, this time knowing that when we woke up, a bright future was ahead of us.
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