Dear Diary,
Today will be my first day of school at Pandora Hill Academia. I’ve thought about it, the name of the school and I don’t like it. It makes no sense to me and I find the name strange. Who would name a boarding school Pandora Hill? It’s unfortunate I don’t have the opportunity to ask whoever came up with that ridiculous name of the school myself. Anyway, I’m not looking forward to smiling all day at these spoiled brats but it’s not like I have much of a choice.
If I make a bad impression in front of any of the teachers or students, I’m sure somehow my grandparents will hear about it and I am not putting up with them harassing me about improving our family’s reputation again. I don’t understand their obsession with saving our family’s reputation. After all there isn’t much to save in our family if you can even call us a family. Ah, I’ve gotten carried away again. Whatever, I need to finish getting ready for the day. I’ll return back to write after I’ve completed all of my classes For today.
I survived my first school day at this dreadful school. I’ve had a smile glued to my face all day because for some reason these spoiled brats have taken a liking to me. It was annoying how so many students were all up in my face trying to get to know me and trying to get my attention. I managed to keep myself under control, I was patient, I was nice, I was friendly but not once did I enjoy having to converse with any of those spoiled brats. Not once was I alone or by myself. I was always surrounded. It was overwhelming, I felt as if I barely had room to breathe, I wanted to push them all away. I wanted to yell for them to leave me alone but I didn’t,I couldn’t so I pushed all my feelings to the side with a smile and put up with the students who were interested in me. If I knew being a student would be this mentally exhausting and involve so much socialization,I would have thanked my grandparents for homeschooling me long ago if I didn’t detest their very existence. I am extremely worn out from the day I had,so I’m going to go clean myself and lay myself to bed.
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