"psst hey over here" the words were quite, I was having trouble finding my next class and have been wondering around for the last half hour, at this rate I'll have to ask someone where I need to go, why didn't I just follow Sam at least that way I could sit with him in his class. Well that was a strange thought, why would I want to sit next to him, he's annoying, difficult and has this smile he gives me when ever I show off which makes me want to continue but then he also yelled at me on the way to this prison of learning which was really annoying but it was the first time someone saw me as an equil.

"Jack" the voice whispered again I looked to my right and saw that girl bug, she was hiding behind a door and waving at me to come closer, well its not Sam but at least she knowns the school.

"What do you want female bug" she smiled at me as if she liked that a didn't bother to remember her name, it looked a bit like the smile Sam gave me but it was strange I didn't care much for it one bit "do you know where room 777B is?"

"Oh nothing much" she replies looking like she has something planned "you say you want Sam to fall in love with you, does that mean you like him" and I doubt she plans on answering my question about the room number and what does she mean about me liking Sam, of course I don't, I cant feel anything towards him, then why do I want to be talking to him right now, instead of talking to this girl.

"Huh what do you mean" I can't think about why I keep thinking these strange thoughts "I can't love him or like him its just not possible" it's the truth I can't reapers are not capable of human emotion, my heart hurt at the thought, why was this body reacting to my words, am I sick? Did I become mortal just to die so soon.

"then why are you trying to get him to fall for you" her voice seems strained now, I know humans feel a wide range of emotions and are incapable of controlling them, I guess I am lucky that I don't have them after all I would probably be banished just for experiencing rage if the council didn't like the fact I didn't care "are you just using him for something? Is he an end goal?"

"well I need him to fall in love with me so I can gain my powers back" while I too have to fall for him too since I am incapable of love just having him fall for me should be enough I hope "its part of my banishment I need a human to fall in love with me in order to return back to my own realm"

"you are awful" I froze at her tone, before her tone was off but now she was almost a different person "how could you even think to use him like that hes been through enough and hes helping you out of the kindness of his heart and trust me the last time someone took advantage of that they almost killed him"

Before I could respond I felt my body diubble over, she had kicked me right where my balls are, I normally never had genatalia but being in a human body it must have manifested and by the grim it hurts like hell why are humans flawed in so many god damn ways with their bodies.

"if that's all you are going to do stay away from him, accept his kindness if you must but don't ask him to love you, he needs someone to love him not someone to love" once she seemed to be done with her little rant she apparently had decided to kick me again this time in the stomach causing my body to spasm as I chucked up the little amount of food I had eaten at lunch earlier.

She walked out of the room and I was left on the floor, for a human she was surprisingly strong, I best remember her name, I'd be seen as a pathetic being if I didn't give her credit where it was deserved, but no matter what Lucy I will win his heart and I will make him mine.