Eventually after what felt like an eternity the bus eventually came to a stop in Ryan's town they grab their stuff and get off the bus, Kevin is standing there waiting for him. They go into the little shop and they grab a coffee. As they are walking up the town Kevin decides to ask about this boy that he met, “so are you going to tell me about this fellah you had lunch with or what then” Ryan agrees to it “so he's american he moved here a year ago, he said it hasn't been easy for him here because everyone tends to avoid him, i actually felt so bad for him when he told me that, and he's so cute he's got the bluest eyes and the softest hands he's a great hugger to, were going to call to night and he wants to see me again some time soon”
Kevins a bit taken back at how well things went, he's a bit on guard about it all but decides not to say anything to Ryan about it just yet instead he acts happy for him “aw Ryan im so happy for you, hopefully things go really well between yous and yous do see eachother again”. Ryan is happy about how Kevin reacted to it, the boys arrive at the house soon enough and they head inside, they're both fairly hungry so Kevin starts to cook up some Nuggets, Pizza and Curly Fries for them. Kevin takes the food out of the oven and its piping hot, as he takes the tray out of the oven a cloud of steam hits him right in the face, he plates it up onto two plates and pours out 2 glasses of fizzy orange he puts it on the table and shouts to Ryan in the sitting room, "grubs up lad" once they sit down to eat there food they both get to talking more about this fellah again.
"So tell me more about Toby?" questions Kevin, Ryan finishes chewing the food in his mouth before answering "well he's a bit shorter than me, he's living in dublin for the last year and a half since he moved here, he's got an amazing kind, caring personality and to be honest he's an amazing hugger and gives unreal kisses" before Ryan gets a chance to go any future Kevin interrupts "hold on you met this lad less than 12 hours ago and yous have shared your first kiss together, it's fairly quick don't you think" Ryans a little taken back and annoyed by this "what's the issue it's just a harmless kiss it's not as if we did the deed he's sweet and besides it was a mutual kiss" Ryan feels like Kevin is unfairly judging the situation for no reason. The boys finished their food and by the time they were done there were barely speaking to each other.
Ryan heads up stairs to the bedroom to finally go on call with Toby, it takes him a second to answer but once he does both are overjoyed to see each other again. they began chatting "hey handsome how are you" exclaimes Toby. Ryan giggles when he hears this "hey i'm just really tired after that bus journey it was so long, how about you how are you" he inquires, Toby stares into Ryans eyes and replies "well i'm better now that i get to talk to you". Ryan can't help but be overwhelmed by this as he has never heard anything as sweet as this before his heart is melting, but there's a niggling feeling in the back of his head about the way that Kevin reacted, although he feels like things are going good between him and Toby, the fact that they both have had their first kiss already is a lot when they've only known each other for a matter of hours, but that's just what he's came a custom to, all the shows he's seen, the movies he's watched, the stories they all just move so quick, was it wrong for him to go in for the kiss, was he pressured into it, a hundred and one different questions are running through his mind. After a while of chatting on the phone he decides he needs time to think things through and maybe talk to Kev. "sorry but i'm actually shattered after to day i'm gonna head to sleep if that's alright" Toby smiles down the phone at him, "of course it is sleepy head, sweet dreams i'll text you in the morning" as he finishes his sentence he blows Ryan a kiss through the screen, Ryan blows one back so he doesn't seem rude.
he lays in bed for a while so many questions are running through his head, "will it work out well?, would it end like the last time? will he shatter my heart into pieces the way that Jake did? Is he only doing this to please other people? what if he does want this is that wrong that he wants to be happy? or what if Kev was right, is it moving too fast?" He decides to speak to Kevin about it; he texts Kevin to come up to the room. Once Kevin gets up to the room ke looks at Ryan laying in bed "so i take it we're back on talking terms then? maybe you have even taken my statement into consideration" Ryan nods in rebuttal, "well to be honest Kev i think you might of been right or em i dont even know, all iv seen in the likes of shows and movies and herd from stories is things like these happening really quickly i think it was how its meant to be this way" Ryans eyes get glassy and a tear trickled from his eyes. Kevin picks up on his despair and sits down beside him "unfortunately Ryan that's the way some people in the community are, they just crave someone to love, it's hard even in this day and age, it's hard to find someone who just wants a bond rather than someone to use for a quick shag or nudes when there hot and bothered and unfortunately in our generation that's a hell of alot more common and as much as we argue we are great friends and i just don't want to see you getting used by someone you just met, now i'm not saying he is but i'm just saying just keep your wits about ya, and if it does start like that just know that i'm always here to talk to"

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