Icarus
Although subconsciously I knew that I was drunk, and I shouldn’t be doing this, I couldn’t stop myself from clinging onto Rylan, kissing him. My mind being befuddled by the alcohol, I didn’t really think of the consequences of this, the Omega inside of me trying to take over.
Although I knew he wouldn’t be able to tell, but it was a dangerous situation because he thought I was an Alpha, and Alphas don’t normally kiss other Alphas. I half expected him to punch me, but to feel him on top of me, lightly pressing me down as his lips moved against mine, I knew it wasn’t the case.
My body trembled, feeling hot as Rylan’s hand creeped beneath my shirt, caressing my side, leaving hot trails along his path. It felt like my body was on fire, desperate for his touch, wanting more and more with each passing graze. He tasted amazing, a chocolatey sweetness that made you crave more.
Although he was undeniably attractive, I never thought it would become this way. My cock was hard and throbbing, eager for his touch. I have never felt something like this before in my entire life, and it was scary. It felt like I would die if he didn’t touch me in the way I wanted him to.
“Fuck, Icarus.” Rylan mumbled against my lips, pulling slightly back despite my protest, “although I quite enjoy kissing you, we need to stop. You’re not in the right state of mind at the moment… and I want to hear the truth from you, too.”
The truth?
A chuckle passed through my lips, lightly pushing him away from me, “the truth. Everyone wants to know the truth, of course!”
Rylan’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he sat up, looking down at me, “what do you mean, Icarus? Is this why you have been drinking a lot tonight? Did something happen?”
Why does he have to bring that up?
“I don’t see why it is any of your business.” I grumbled, grabbing the blanket, covering myself, “I just want to go to sleep.”
Rylan grabbed my hand, stopping me, “Icarus, you’re drunk which isn’t like you. I-“
I ripped my hand away from him, feeling my temper spike, the alcohol dulling my reason, “and what do you know about me, Alpha? We barely know each other, and the only reason I am at this stupid event is because of YOU. What I do here is up to me!”
“I know.” Rylan admitted, reaching up to gently stroke my cheek, “but at the same time, I have this strong desire to be around you. I’ve felt this way since the moment I laid eyes on you, Icarus. Tell me you don’t feel that way, and I’ll leave you alone.”
I opened my mouth to tell him off, to tell him how I really felt, but the words wouldn’t come out. All I could do was stare at him, these unsettling feelings making their way inside of me. I couldn’t comprehend why I felt like this, but it was a little scary. It was like my soul was telling me that I needed him. That he was someone I had to have around. I’ve never felt that way about anyone, especially an Alpha, and it was quite terrifying.
“Icarus.” Rylan whispered out, watching me carefully, “say something.”
I should have said something in that moment, but before I realized what I was doing, I had grabbed the collar of his shirt, dragging him closer to me once more. Whatever made me do it, I don’t think I could figure it out, but I kissed him roughly, just wanting to feel him against me once again. Rylan instantly took that as an okay.
Rylan’s hands buried themselves in my hair, fisting gently as he kissed me, his canines brushing against my tongue as Rylan’s tongue caressed mine, becoming hotter and heavier with each passing moment. I could feel myself growing wet down there, and although I felt like pushing him away so he wouldn’t realize it, I couldn’t stop myself. I could feel the hard bulge in his pants as he ground against me, scarily large that made my body tremble.
As an Alpha, of course it was ridiculously big.
Hesitantly, I reached out to grasp him through his jeans, feeling like there was just a steel rod in his pants. A deep, guttural growl passed through Rylan’s lips, pulling back slightly. I leaned forward, lightly biting down on his neck, something you shouldn’t do with an Alpha but I couldn’t stop. I thought he was going to continue, but he grabbed my wrist, shaking his head slightly.
“We have to stop, Icarus, before I can’t control myself anymore.” He grumbled, moving away from me, “for one, you’ve had way too much to drink, and I’m not going to touch you like this without you being in the right state of mind.”
I really thought he was joking, “but-“
It looked quite painful as Rylan rose to his feet, not looking at me, “I’m going to take a shower. Why don’t you rest and go to sleep?”
He gave me no chance to respond as he disappeared out of my room, closing the door behind him. I was a little miffed that he had just left me hanging like this, but it had to have been the alcohol.
Stumbling to my feet, I stripped off the remainder of my clothing, needing some dry clothes since I had soaked through these ones. It could be a good thing that Rylan had backed away, because no Alpha produces slick, and he would’ve realized immediately what was going on with me.
Sighing, I crawled back into bed, just wanting to stop thinking about things as I pulled the covers up to my neck, making myself comfortable. Closing my eyes and drifting asleep, I was plagued by the dirtiest of dreams that made me want to strangle and fuck Rylan at the same time.
What kind of person has he turned me into?
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