"Hey guys there's something I want to say. I'm not very confident about what it is I'm going to say so just hear me out." I looked around to make sure everyone was here. I noticed Jinwoo and Woojin not here. "Uhm where's Jinwoo and Woojin? I'd like to say this with everyone here."

     They all started to look around, "I think Woojin went to get coffee." Dongjun states 

     "I think Jinwoo went to practice, but I'm not for sure." Junhyung says. "I'll call them." Three minutes later he got off the phone with them. "They'll be back in 15 so let's wait, okay?"

     Fifteen minuets later Woojin and Jinwoo enter and I start to get nervous. "What's up, Shin?"

     I looked down nervously, "I wanted to say that I think I might be bisexual or pansexual. I've thought about it before, but I don't know. I feel attracted to both sexs and even thought about... well you know." I sat down tears glossed my eyes. I knew I could trust and feel confortable with them, but I couldn't help but feel worthless and scared. I didn't know how they would react.

    I felt arms wrap around me, "It's okay. You know you might have to hid your true self for now." Junhyung tried to confort me. It's nice to know you guys are here for me.

     "I'm guessing this sudden confession is because of this." Our manager spoke and threw their phone on the table. I looked down and seen the picture of me and Eunwoo at the theater. "How long has this been going around? There's no need to cry, but I need to know."

     Tears started flowing down my eyes. I wiped them away. "We've been in contact since Mnet. But we have been actually seeing each other- I think- since August 9. I promise we haven't done anything."

     "It's fine. Just be careful, your lucky your face wasn't showing much. Eunwoo would most likely to take the heat."

     At that exact moment I received a text from an unknown number.

     Random number: Hey this is Shin right? Hopefully it is. I'm MJ or Myung Jun, I'm part of Astro. I'm texting you to ask if you've seen the news. Eunwoo has seen it and is blaming himself for what is going to happen. Astro would be grateful if you can text Eunwoo or even come see him. Thank you.

     Shin: I would love to talk to him, MJ hyung, but he hasn't responded to my texts. And I don't want to cause anymore problems by going over there. 

     "Who is that?"

     "It's MJ hyung. He was asking if I can contact Eunwoo." I frowned. "I'll be leaving."

     "No you'll not be leaving. It's 7:20 pm." Junhyung scolded.

     Ignoring his call, I grabbed my keys for the dorm and left. I need to get to their dorm and text MJ to come get me then go home before 9. I got to Astros dorm within 30 minutes.

     Shin: Mj hyung I changed my mind. Can you come down and get me so I can talk to him.

     Mj: Of course 😊. Be down in a second.

     Five minutes later I seen Mj appear. "Thank god you changed your mind," We left to go upstairs as he continued talking. "Eunwoo hasn't left his room scine he first came out for breakfast. But he didn't even eat then."

     We walked in and I seen all of Astro sitting in the living room. "Umm well hello, I'm Shin from Ghost9." I waved to them. I glanced at the stairs.

     As if reading my mind one of them spoke softly, "Yes he's up there. Second door on the left. It should be unlocked but if not here." He handed me a key.

     Mj's eyes got teary, "Bring him back please. We don't know what happened, but we really do care for him and want him safe."

     I heard a scream from upstairs. "I-I'll try but I don't know if I can, he has to come back by himself." I turned to the stairs with a stray tear on my cheek. Getting to the top was harder than I thought. My vision was blurry and tears were streaming down my face. My feet was dragging on the ground. My chest started to hurt. My heart was pounding in my throat, I felt like I couldn't speak it hurt. I got to the door I was directed to and knocked slowly. "E-eunwoo. C-can I come in?" My voice cracked as more tears fell.

     Please open it. I need to see you. I need to know you're okay. Eunwoo please. Don't turn me away like this. I  pleaded him through my thoughts. I started to feel dizzy. I put my hand on the doorframe to steady myself. I couldn't see anything. I softly pleaded one last time, "Baby Bun please. I-I n-need you please." The door opened and I collapsed.

     "Shin!"

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     Soo.... how did you like it? I'm sorry for updating so late and giving you guys a cliffhanger. This book has become a slow burner. But I WILL give you guys another update as soon as possible. Luv you all and that's it for today😗🤭💕.