Who is in Control

Barney just smiles and nods towards the bed.  I return his smile and turn to look in the direction he was nodding and I gasp in utter surprise when I'm betrayed, once again, by that little mind that seems to have some sort of affliction when Barney is near. 

In my surprise, I fling back the sheets to see my already fully erect and leaking dick as it pulsates up and down a few times.  I am beginning to think this part of me truly has a mind of its own.

This is also when my other mind suddenly catches up with my physical condition and I moan, open mouthed, head flung back, as Barney leans down and takes me fully into his mouth.  My hands fly to his head, entangling my fingers in his silky black strands, nails scraping against his scalp.  He lets out a throaty moan around my cock that sends electricity through my groin all the way to my toes that were already cramping from curing into the bed from the second he devoured me.

I don't have a small dick.  It’s nothing compared to Barney's, I will admit that freely, but it has elicited shocked gasps and pointed shaky fingers with the, "You aren't putting that in me!" statement uttered more than on a few occasions.  Of course, that statement gets recanted with "Oh fuck yes!"  and "Give me all of it!" coming from the very same mouths.

But, judging by how well Barney is taking me down his throat, either he has some great experience with big dicks or he just has some excellent gag reflexes.  At this point, I'm not really pondering either, just enjoying the sensations he is giving me right now.  "Oh Fuck, Barney.  You should have started with this the other night."  I say as I lose my breath and begin panting, trying to control the building heat in my groin, wanting this to last for much longer.

Barney is craftsman with his hands, I have experienced that first, uh, hand.  But his skill with the tongue, lips and suction.  The way he takes me into his throat and swallows around me.  If a machine was ever made that could replicate his perfect skill, I would never leave my bed.

My head beings to spin as my hips start to buck up involuntarily.  Barney crawls onto the bed and situates himself between my thighs without losing any momentum with his mouth.  He gently guides my legs up and over his shoulders and lets my thighs fall open and over his biceps.  He pushes forward gently as I feel my hips stretch open, cool air passing by my backside.

In the past, this is where I would stop the culprit that thinks they can do as they please with my backside, thinking I'm too far gone in the pleasure to realize what they are setting me up for.  No one has ever had me in that state, until now, until Barney.  I feel like we have been here before, having Barney teasing my hole isn't freaking me out.  It makes me want to encourage him to continue, to push me to my limits.

Barney releases the suction around my dick for just a moment, allowing his warm saliva and my precum to slide out of his mouth, down and over my balls to gently caress my entrance.  He runs his thumb up and down the sensitive skin between the two areas, making sure the lubrication is sufficient.  I allow my head to fall forward as I lock eyes with him.  He fully release my cock, making sure to bring his hand up to gently stroke me so I don't loose momentum. 

"Your eyes, Sobata." He says, voice raspy with lust and probably sore from taking my dick so far down his throat.  I only grunt in reply and he chuckles in that deep way that makes me want to just melt, relinquishing all control to him and his ministrations.  "Do you want me to continue." He says more seriously while circling a finger around my entrance.

My brain is gone, my body is begging for release.  I can't form a thoughtful sentence in my brain so I just lay my head back and moan while pushing my ass against his waiting finger.  He chuckles as he once again, takes me into his mouth as his finger breaches my most private area.  I don't tense, I don't clench and lock it all down.  No, I shamefully begin to thrust into his mouth and push against his stationary finger effectively fucking his mouth with my dick and fucking his finger with my ass.

I feel him release me from his mouth again but the sensations from inside my ass is more than enough to keep me satisfied and chasing the release I so desperately want.  "Sobata, touch yourself for me."  He says, lips close to my ear again.  Thank the gods he is so tall with arms for days so he can continue to pleasure my ass while still being able to reach my ear to drive me crazy by torturing my most sensitive places on my neck.

I do as he says because, right now, he is in charge and knows what I want and need.  I feel another finger begin to play with my tight hole.  He doesn’t break the rhythm and slips it in.  The is a slight discomfort that immediately turns in to pleasure as he reaches that perfect spot inside me causing me to curse and shudder underneath him.  "That's it.  You're almost there.  You want me to hit it again, Sobata?  Are you ready?"  He says breathlessly as I realize he is still fully clothed, not even rutting himself against me or the mattress. 

He truly is the master of control, both controlling me and himself.  I feel his fingers inside me, hanging back slightly, waiting for me to find my own release against his touch.  I try over and over but just can't do it myself.  Is he teasing me by not allowing me to reach that perfect target myself?  "Oh fuck!  Barney please!"  I say full of wanton lust and a desire to finish.

His lips are back behind my ear.  "What is it you want?  Tell me what you want me to do, Sobata."

The bastard, he's been playing with me but he has been playing me so well and I can't think of anything I want more. "Make me cum!  Please!"  I all but shout at the top of my lungs but Barney already knew what I wanted as he hit that spot over and over before the words had fully left my mouth. 

Body arched, head buried in the pillows, toes curled and cramped, and Barney's mouth sucking the life out of me as I jerk and spasm over and over.  I feel the darkness starting to creep in from around my eyes as white lights flash in my peripherals.  "Damn, Barney.  Making me pass out again.  Please don't leave this time."  I don't even remember thinking this as I think my heart may have overruled my arrogant and selfish mind.

I feel a warm heavy weight along my side as I'm pulled into a firm embrace, my hair being moved off my forehead as a light coolness falls over my body.  "I'll be here as long as you need me." Enters my mind.  I sigh and snuggle back against the solid warmth while pulling a warm arm across my body.  I inhale and relax as peppermint and lavender surround my senses quickly becoming my calming anchor.

Somewhere in the back of my sleepy mind, a little voice is trying to warn me that this really isn't the time to be getting comfortable and letting our guard down.  I try to shush this voice, telling it that everything is just fine and I'm in total control as another little voice says just the opposite.  I roll my eyes mentally and ignore both of those little voices as I let my mind shut down and rest.