“You really think I’m gonna take it down now? Everyone has seen it! Now all the poor girls crushing on you are crying themselves to sleep!” Seriously. I’m going to punch her. The least I can do is shut the door in her face.

“Melody? What are you doing here?” I turned to see standing behind Melody was Sam. I’m totally doomed. 

We Continue..

I don’t know what to do. Sam finally came and Melody has to ruin everything! 

“Oh hey, I guess it wasn’t your girlfriend that was coming. I wish it was I wanted to see her ugly face. Well, then I guess I’ll be leaving now.” Melody Turned around and shoulder-checked Sam on her way out. 

“Sam listen! I don’t have a girlfriend or anything like that!” I ran out of my house and up to Sam.

“Then who is she talking about? You always tell me everything but you’ve never told me about a single person you like! You never like talking about relationships but now the whole school thinks you have a girlfriend!” Sam sounded mad. I never really had that many crushes so I never said anything about them. 

“I don’t have a girlfriend! I just told her I liked someone else and she changed it around!” Melody has a way of putting words in people's mouths.

“Then, who is it that you like? You told her you liked someone, so then who is it?” What do I even say to that? If I say I was talking about him then it’s basically a confession and I’m not totally sure if I really do like him.

“I uh… Well, I was lying to her. I didn’t just want to flat out tell her no so I lied and said that I liked someone. I just didn’t think she was going to do this.” I couldn’t come up with anything better on the spot. 

“Is that true? You really don’t like anyone?” He kept eye contact with me as he talked. 

“Yes! It is, I swear! So please don’t ignore me.” I’m not sure why but talking to him like this, lying to him too it just… It makes my heart hurt. 

“Okay….” Sam still seemed like he didn’t totally believe what I was saying. I looked around and then pulled Sam down to my level. I looked him in the eyes then kissed him. I then released him and turned to walk back inside.

“I promise, I don’t like anyone else.” I smiled to myself as I heard Sam start walking closer to me.

“Hey wait! You can’t just leave me at that!” He seemed like he was back to normal now. That made me happy. I just need to figure everything out before I talk to Sam about this. But it’s not like I can really talk to anyone else. I’m not even totally sure what my sexuality is… Am I gay? I’ve never really had a crush on a girl. But I’ve never liked any guys either. Meanwhile, Sam has had a bunch of girlfriends. He’s always talking about some crush that he has. I swear just a while ago he was saying he had a crush on Tracy, I wonder if maybe he still does… Ugh, I don’t even know anything anymore. 

To Be Continued