TODAY

Oct 27, 2017

I’m not feeling too good today

Matter of fact, I haven’t been feeling too good

Any of these last few weeks.

I ask myself if the problem

Is really what I think it is…

Or is it just me?

Again?

Because it’s always me.

I feel like a hypocrite.

I feel like a bitch.

I feel hurt in my heart and all I feel is hatred.

I look at someone

And all I want to do is

Literally cut their face off

I want to tear them wide open

I want to hurt hurt hurt them 

I hate this version of me

I’m going to try to be different

In the morning I’ll be different

I hope