That last chapter was definitely a ride. Later on you'll know more about Mj's background, why he's so afraid of losing the members, and why he trusts JinJin.
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Previously:
The older didn't get to finish his sentence when the leader cupped his cheek giving him a small kiss on the forehead. "It'll be okay MJ. It'll be alright." Mj tightened his hold on JinJin waist and put his head on his shoulder, "It won't happen again. Not to you, not to me, not to anyone in Astro. We're safe."
JinJin slowly looked up to see confused looks he just shook his head and whispered glancing down once more, "Maybe another day, just not right now. We all have bigger problems."
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Mj's PoV
It won't happen. It just can't. I started to panic. JinJin told me it's okay. I know it won't happen. I promised myself, when I started getting close to the others, that I would protect them from what happened to me.
"Hey- you're in- again. You're okay, right?" JinJin's voice faded in and out, I could barley keep up with what he was saying. I glanced up to see him standing in front of me. I must've had a lost and confused look upon my face, because his facail expression relaxed. He reached his hand out and lightly placed it on my shoulder. "It's okay. Get out of your head he's woken up."
"Eunwoo is awake!" I shot up and looked towards his bed. I let a pout lay on my lips and looked back at JinJin. "You said he's awake."
"I never said who you just assumed it was Eunwoo. Now let me finish Shin woke up a..."
"No! Eunwoo wake up! You can't die on me! Eunwoo! Wake up please! Don't sleep right now! You have to wake up, understand!?" I heard Shin yell. I glanced over JinJin's shoulder and was shocked. Shin was thrashing around, yelling, and being held down.
I got up and walked over to him. My turn to calm someone down. "Shin, it's okay. Yes, he'll be in a coma for a few days or weeks, but he'll come back." Shin stopped struggling and looked up at me, his face was twisted with distraught.
"Are you sure? He'll come back to me."
I nodded. "I won't promise, but Shin he cryied for you everynight. He skipped meals and told me 'Hyung, I won't eat unless my Prince is here'. He'll come back, you just have to wait for him and don't let anyone else take your heart."
"Okay hyung."
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Shin's PoV
I woke up to frantic calls to me. I opened my eyes slowly. A blinding light made me blink my eyes a few times. "Wha- what happened?" I asked out. Wincing I sat up and held my head.
"Shin! Shin, oh thank god you're awake." I looked over to my right and see Eunwoo passed out, a heart moniter connected to him. No! No! This can't be happening! No!
My breathing started to quicken and my vision was going blurry. I tried to get up, but I was pushed back down. "Stay put, Shin. If you get up and start moving your going to hurt yourself more than you already are."
"What do you remember last?" Someone with a doctors gown on asked.
"The last thing I remeber is going to Astro's dorm and knocking on Eunwoo's door. After that everything is a blur. Is he going to be okay, doctor?" When I didn't get an answer I started to panic. "No! No! NO! He'll be okay, right? Tell me he's going to be okay. TELL ME!" Tears started streaming down my face, my breath went uneven, I start a taking shorter breaths, and my vision went fuzzy. I couldn't understand what was going on around me. The lost of my spatial awareness allowed for headaches to espouse and cloud my thoughts.
"Shin! Calm down. He'll be fine." Donjun said. I could feel hands on me, but I couldn't process them. "Stay down Shin. He'll wake up we promise. Shin! Stay laying down!" I never looked away from Eunwoo's limp body. I tried to get up. The action was quickly followed by strong restraining on both my arms and legs.
I thrashed around. I wanted to be let go. I needed to be let go. "No! Eunwoo wake up! You can't die on me! Eunwoo! Wake up please! Don't sleep right now! You have to wake up, understand!?"
"Shin, it's okay. Yes, he'll be in a coma for a few days or weeks, but he'll come back." Someone spoke softly to me. I calmed down a little and looked over to where the voice came from. Distraught flooded my mind. I still couldn't see, my eyes were still clouded with tears.
"Are you sure? He'll come back to me." My voice cracked.
"I won't promise, but Shin he cryied for you everynight. He skipped meals and told me 'Hyung, I won't eat unless my Prince is here'. He'll come back, you just have to wait for him and don't let anyone else take your heart." Although my vision was still blured I could hear the softness and reassurance in MJ hyung's voice.
My heart swelled and my tears slipped out. "Okay Hyung." After a few minutes of crying. I had no tears left to shed. I look at the doctor. "Can I lay with him?"
She smiled, "I'm sure he'd enjoy it." Her smile dropped. "But unfortunately you can't. We need you on bed rest for a couple days before you're able to get up and move by yourself."
"Ma'am, can you please allow this? Even if Eunwoo is asleep right now, I think it's best for them to be in the same bed." Prince spoke his thoughts, I wasn't looking at him, my eyes were on Eunwoo and only on him.
Ignoring everyone in the room and the statment from the doctor I got up and walked to Eunwoo's bed. "Hey Eunwoo, Baby Bun, listen to me." I sat down and held his hand. "I love you so much and I'll wait for you for as long as you need. I'll be by your side." I smiled weakly and glanced back to those behind me. "I want to have a couple weeks off please."
"Okay we'll see what we can do." Junhyung said.
I turned back to Eunwoo. "Thank you so much." I sighed out while laying down next to him. "I'm here Eunwoo and I'm not doing to well with you looking like this. Please wake up for me."
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JinJin's PoV
Now time to get Mj out and away from the hospital. "Mj let's go." I looked at my wrist-watch. I felt eyes on me as I held my hand out to him. "It's about time we visit your family." I smiled softly at him. He nodded and interlaced our hands together. He used the other hand to hold onto my bicep. He bid goodbye to everone.
As we exited the hospital he looked up at me. "It's really thier death day isn't it?"
I smiled softly again a pat his head. "It's alright." I helped him into the car and my voice was barely a whisper. "You have me with you. You aren't alone. You can tell me when you want to leave. I promise I won't leave like they did. I'm here for you and so is our 'family'."
He laid his head on my shoulder. "Okay. Thanks again JinJin. I really do appreciate it. Having you here with me today is so much better than being by myself."
I smiled softly again. Before I could respond the driver spoke. "We're here."
"Thank you. Oh and don't tell anyone about this." I told her as I helped Mj out. I quickly caught him as he collapsed. "Are you sure you can do this? You don't look very good."
"I got this, 'm just tired. It's been a long night. I mean it's almost 4 a.m, we were up all night with them." He collected his balance. He held onto me his voice barley a whisper. "Jinnie, do you think I could re-live my childhood saftly?"
His eyes became doe-eyed and features went soft and mollify. He looked so young, eyes shimmering with the need of reassurance and comfort. Mj, why do you always look in need when with me. I don't understand. "Of course nothing will happen to you." We walked to his family gravestones.
"Dad, Mom, Big brother. We're here. Um... so I guess I should introduce you guys to the person beside me. Family this is my bands leader JinJin." I smiled at how he introduced me.
"Hello, Mj's Father, Mother, and Brother. It's amazing to meet you." I bowed down to show my respect for them.
"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry I didn't make it last year. We were busy and I couldn't get away." He smiled softly and got to his knees. "I got everyone something, as an apology." He got into his bag and pulled out three different things. We got them on the way here when stopping for some food. "Dad here's some notebooks for you to write, it comes with your favorite pens. Mom it's been to long, but I have your favorite jewelry. Brother I got you some Vosges chocolate. I didn't now your favorite so I got two boxes." He set each item down as he spoke.
I looked down at my watch as Mj was visiting it's been about 2 hours. Mj, I know you love them but we have to get going. I thought and I look up Mj's standing up with worry plastered on his face. I sighed and stretched. "You ready Mj?"
"Ya let's go back." He smiled content and started to leave. I followed right behind him. This is how he should look, happy, not worrying or sad. I want to protect him, to keep him smiling. We can get through this together.
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