Kiki

I listened closely to the conversation but couldn’t pay attention. The ribbon i tied across my head covering my eyes kept coming undone. I didn't want anyone to see my eyes cause I know  they would make fun of me as usual. Probably say something like “OH MY GOD, your eyes look like you're possessed”, “You look like an alien.”, “Damn, your eyes are really creepy looking.. Like straight outta a horror movie.” Eh it's weird because being blind isnt that bad. I like being able to use my other senses and not have to see Sandy’s ugly face. I guess that doesn’t really apply anymore because she’s dead.

If I were to be dead honest, I couldn't care less. Of Course i put on a fake frown because I'm seen as perfect which is hilarious because I'm far more evil than Sandy ever was. I definitely attack people emotionallyI think the worst part is that I'm not afraid to admit it. Maybe even a little proud of it. 

“So what do you uh think Kiki?” I knew that was Fetch’s whiney voice. I've known he’s had a crush on me since forever. He probably thinks i'm an angel sent from heaven ofcourse i'm far from that. I guess Im bored.. The drama in the shed has definitely lowered and playing with yet another boys heart seems like a hell lot of fun. I’m 15, about to turn 16 in a month. Almost everyones around 15 except Duke he's like 14 and Maddie who's like 13 there the “young” ones per say. 

Hah, and yes I do have a backstory. I ran away from my home a long time ago. I'm actually Tigs or my “girl-boys” cousin. Me and him are one of the only people in the shed who actually know our parents or are well known. He and I grew up in a very very very strict household till the ages of 7-8. Our parents were very catholic and conservative. I dont remember much since I was honestly way too young.

It was a cold evening, and I was about the age of 8 years old.. I had been grounded for either crying or yelling. I can't remember which. I sat in my room with a girl-boy in the other room. I could hear him humming and he had been grounded too. We both could hear each other because of huge vents in the corners of the floors. I watched the dark sky since I had nothing else to do.. The sun slowly set. Our parents had gone out that night, maybe to some dinner party. I don’t really remember. I barely talked or moved the first 6 years of my life in silence and obedience. I wouldn’t say it was an abusive environment where I had to run away. It was just boring. So i just left : )

It's crazy to think my life probably would have been wasting my teenage years in some religious school all dolled up. I would probably be stressing over maybe math or something. I've never been to a public school, infact I haven't been to a school in several years. I wouldn’t say i'm a highschool dropout since i've never been to highschool. You might think I'm wasting my time., when I could be doing something successful but, this is way too much fun.

“Kiki?” Fetch whispered again. Ugh this bitch. “Oh yes sure.. I like your idea” I said in the nicest, sweetest voice possible. “Bro, she's so nice. It's annoying” Duke said as if I wasn't standing right next to him. I could have gotten mad and ripped his fucking eyes out of his sockets but I didn’t cause.. Im the sweet, inncoent, prettty girl, whom everyone wants to be and its fucking paradise.