THEN I woke up, and realized it was just a dream and I was just....... leave it. so it was 7 am so I went to take a bath. And as always I started to think about my life. My life until now has been nothing but a failure. So I thought of changing it but before that, I had to go to college, as always it was boring I came home and was exhausted so I directly went to my bed, and woke up after two hours it was 8 pm I had no idea what to eat for dinner onto that I had no parents who can make dinner for me so....... I slept again don't know how I woke up at 3 am it was dark outside and there was some snowfall so I decided to watch something on my laptop and opened y tube the first recommendation was "there is so much to explore in the sea" and the first thing that came in my mind after looking at that was "PIRATE".

So pirate is the thing I wanted to be since I was 6 but the era of pirates is gone but still I think there is still much left on the sea so I should find it. and don't know when I fell asleep. Then I woke up at 7 it was Sunday and the day my parents died, so I visited their grave and sat there looking at the sky, it was almost 7 pm I returned home made something for my dinner and went to sleep but I was no able to, I was staring at the ceiling and "thinking of something.

The next day I woke up and the day before yesterday was my last day of college I had graduated and was looking for something through which we can earn and thought of becoming a Marine researcher so that I can be near the sea.