When I pictured losing my virginity I thought it would be with someone I loved. Like every other teen. I would think about it so much that my dick would get hard to the point where I couldn’t pull my pants up. My head was filled with tall, curly-haired guys who would toss me around in bed and thrust their dick in my ass, as I scream with ecstasy.

Instead of me trying to find a boyfriend I decided that I wanted to have sex first. I woke up that Saturday and decided that I wanted my sexy tall, curly-haired man to be in reality. I knew I was just coming into the fact that I was gay but I didn't let that stop me from downloading sexr and making a profile. I put some photos up of my dick and some of my abs. Never my face though, after a small while my messages on sexr were flooding with men. Some my age some in their 20s, the guys had big dicks and that turned me on to the fact that I was touching myself looking at their profiles.

After ejaculating a few times I decided to check the messages. There were so many guys and so many dick pics they sent. After a while, the block button became my best friend. Soon after I met this guy his name was Lucas, and he was pretty nice. I talked to him for a while.

"So Miles what are you looking for?

"Fun I guess" I replied

"The app says your pretty close"

"Yeah 3 miles is not bad"

The conversation may look dry as hell but what did you expect? On sexr, there isn't usually a conversation just fucking and sending dick pics, but I and Lucas lasted about an hour talking. That's like a whole year in sexr time. I felt comfortable enough to meet him.

Waiting for him to show up was the worst. My anxiety went off the charts. Meeting a random stranger was a risk, but I knew this a was willing to take it. So after telling him to pick me up in an hour I took a shower and brushed my teeth, and told my mom I was hanging out with a friend. I also packed my lube and condoms you know, just in case.

We planned to have oral sex. I always imagined someone sucking on my tip so much that I couldn't handle it anymore and burst all in their mouths as I screamed out their names. So maybe this will be just like that.

I was able to calm myself down for about 2 minutes until my phone vibrated. i slowly reached into my pocket and pulled out my phone. My eyes widen when i read the text message.

"I'm here"