Therefore, nobody can stay longer than 4 hours. Call me cold or heartless, but I am guarded. Fuck them and duck them. It was a cold lonely lifestyle. Selling weed and fucking bitches colder than before. They all caught feelings, but I shut that shit off. I didn’t want to be anybody’s man. I was young fun and full of cum, Which didn’t matter because they wouldn’t ever get it from me. Modisha was a beautiful successful thick and corporate chick, But something was off about her. I guess we fucked too many times because she lost her damn mind. She stole the condom that I busted in and tried to leave with it in some type of heating pouch.  She swore that she just wanted my baby, but I didn’t have to be involved. She just didn’t get it. I was going to be involved; it was my child. But I didn’t want that, and it wasn’t fair to me.

Her crazy ass crashed my car broke my windows and tried to set my house on fire as I was fucking somebody else. She ended up committing suicide, and I couldn’t understand why I wasn’t that serious, but females took me that way. The lifestyle got dangerous. But It was still fun. I wasn’t doing anything wrong. I wasn’t lying to anybody; I was just fucking and partying. These chicks knew they could ask me for anything except a baby or a relationship. Everybody jumped on my dick. I only had one virgin in my whole life, and that was lovely, the one that got away. I feel like I’m honestly fucking to cope.

 Tanesha and Tamika were coming over tonight, and they were twins. All Tamika did was text me asking to suck my dick. She said she followed my Tumblr and Twitter, I had nudes and videos on there of girls that I fucked, and she just wanted to taste me. And Tanesha said she just wanted me to stuff her so deep that she could breathe. Man, they were freaky as fuck! They didn’t touch each other, but they both kissed me! A lot like damn. I wanted more group sex. I just invited a whole group, and we had an orgy. But then the strangest thing happened. I lost interest in it all the females and all I guess I just got bored it was fun then it wasn’t. I think I wanted more now.

The ass clapping and pussy rubbing was more than enough for me to last for hours. I enjoyed the challenge of women trying to make me nut It was my favorite hobby. Now it's just pussy don’t get me wrong sex feels good but the nuts aren’t explosive as they used to be I have had every type of woman in this bed and it has changed nothing, which made me depressed.

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4 Years later…

I was turning 24 soon, and I was still single. The whole single game had gotten played out. I just wanted somebody to call my own and for that person to feel the same. But most of the chicks I came across were stupid with no goals hobbies talents anything. I needed a woman, but either they turned into men lesbians, or they never grew up mentally. Too many gold diggers clout chasers and city girls that shit was fun when I was 21 but at 24 it is played out.  I don't go to clubs anymore. I just stay at home. I go to strip clubs from time to time, but I haven't been able to find anybody. So, I just got accustomed to myself—the same everyday schedule. I had policy enforcers on my payroll, so I had no worries. Juanita stopped fucking with me after she found somebody Even Nita found her a man and got married.. Most of the chicks I used to talk to are pregnant or married or doing poorly. It was time for me to get back out there.

-whole foods-

I bought groceries, and I purchased some non-dairy cheese and almond milk cause ain't nobody is supposed to be eating dairy. I bought some fresh-cut t-bones and veggies. I was about to eat right tonight I circled the isles for some shrimp and wine. Did I mention I took some years in cooking school ya mans a beast. I pretty much jumped around in college, trying different life skills and trades in my early 20s. I have an art degree and a couple of others, but that’s beside the fact. I turned my weed business into a legal dispensary.

After leaving Whole foods I was flying down the interstate, no cars in sight. Even if I was caught speeding as long as to cars were around they would let me go. I reached my exit and got off, I was ready to get home and smash. I pictured that t-bone lightly frying in my new pan but freshly picked herbs. I couldn’t help but drool and was going to toss some shrimp on that mf too. Lastly to top it off an ice-cold cup of red wine while watching my soaps. I didn’t need a woman to feed me, clean me, and take care of me I just wanted a woman to love me and let me love her. I was jamming to genuine I was held up on the road by a camouflage pink challenger.

I honked my horn, but the car did not move. Car trouble or they are on their phone, I instantly got annoyed Raw meet needs to stay cold and me setting here was messing up my freshness. I stepped out to check on the driver. “Is everything okay?” I said, tapping on the window. The window rolled down, and a beautiful woman looked up at me. “I am sorry my car won't start,” she said, red in the face. “I can give you a ride to the nearest shop,” I told her. “Okay,” she said, stepping out of the car. She was a tall glass of water. Just like, I loved it. She walked up to my car and took a picture of the plate. I watched her waiting for her to finish. Whatever the hell she was doing, “What's your name?” She asked, looking at her screen. “Donte,” I told her. “I called a tow truck, but it hasn't come yet,” “I need to get to oley city,”  she said frustrated. “Bet ma, you're way out here.” “What's your name?” I asked her. “My name is diamond,” she said, shaking my hand. When I got in the car, she lingered for a moment, then opened and closed my door. I didn't say anything; I assumed she had OCD. She finally sat down and put on her seat belt.

I blasted my slowed-down r&b we drove off. “Yo diamond, where do you live?” I asked her. She sat quietly, “my bad ma!” “You don't have to talk, just jam.” I heard her singing to the music. “Can you turn that down?” She asked, answering her phone “Hello?” She responded to her phone, “my car broke down; you got to take yourself to school.” “I know she's pissed, but he was a monster!” She snapped. “Well, she is kind of your new sister now,” she spoke into the phone. “I took her in Valencia,” she said over the phone. “Her family gave me full custody after the news got out. “your permit is fine!” “I am not sure gas or something a lot of lights were on the car wouldn’t start at all” “Somebody is giving me a ride.” “Yes, I made sure anything else, mom,” She said. How old was this girl, I thought to myself. “Valencia, I'm a grown-ass woman, yeah I love u too,” she said snapping. I kept my eyes on the road. “So, you got a daughter?” I asked her. She ignored me for a while “Kind of.” , I guess she was calming down.  “I have two now.” She said. “Oh, that's what's up to how old?” I asked to figure out her age. “16 & 17,” she said. I damn near hit the brakes how old was she? “Had them young?” I asked, then mentally beat my ass for saying that. She looked at me, offended, “how old do you think I am?” “And 1st stop calling me ma only my baby can call me that my name is diamond,” She said. “Damn ma, I'm sorry, ma, I mean diamond.” “I was just giving a Conversation.”

“No, I want to know how old do you think I am?” She snapped. “Damn ma, I mean Diamond, I'm sorry” “I feel like you might be 21 you look young,” “but your vibe says 25...23,” he said. She looked at me and busted out laughing, “dang Mr. Profiler,” she said. I’m 21.

“Well, how old do you think I am?” I asked her. I braced for impact. “You look like your 23,” she said, “plus you brought that age up.” “But you did a timeline so anywhere between 21 and 25,” she said. “Plus, you are buff like somebody older that takes time.” She said. Oh, so she was flirting. I thought to myself. “Diamond is such a beautiful name.” “But I prefer rubies and Sapphires. As a gem,” I told her. “I mean everybody runs after diamonds but forgets about the beauty of an emerald and ruby and Safire Why want a diamond when it’s only beautiful because ita a rock that was beaten and tortured under heat and pressure” I prefer natural raw beauty. “No offense,” I told her. She seemed to be thinking about what I said. “My bad ma Diamond… no disrespect,” I told her. “Diamond is a beautiful name.” I tried to fix the situation. “It's all good,” she said, “that was beautiful. I never thought about it in that way before.” She said. We had finally arrived at our destination.  Ruby got out and told the shop what was going on; it was an easy fix; they explained what needed to do, and she bought the parts. She stood outside, looking lost. “Waiting on somebody?” I asked. She looked frustrated. “My daughter was supposed to be here,” I called, and she isn't answering.

“Let me give you a ride,” I told her she hopped in this time she didn't do her OCD thing. “Comfortable?” I asked her. She looked at me funny. “Why do you ask?” She said. “Because you didn't do your OCD thing to my door.” Her head flew up, “I don't have OCD,” she snapped. “My bad ma, I mean Diamond.” “I was just checking your car to be safe. I don't know you,” she said.  “Oh, that's cool. I understand, ma.” “Diamond,” I said to her. “It seems that I should have been checking on you.” “I mean, you hop in my car. I was an innocent victim.” “I forget women could be crazy.” “You might have a weapon,” I said, looking her up and down. “As a matter of fact, get out,” I said. “I need to check you.” “Really, we are in the middle of the highway,” she snapped. “Whelp let me check you, or we are stuck here,” I said parking on the side.

“Really,” she snapped. “Yes,” I told her. She hopped out of the car I had to get a look at her. She didn't have the hips of a baby mama. I searched her body taken in each curve; no way in hell did she have kids. “Okay, you're cool,” I told her. She got really pissed. “Your turn,” she said, walking up to me, her height was at my neck. I held my hands up, but her touch instantly made my dick hard it had been a minute since someone did that. I wasn't even turned on, but my body was. “Oh,” Ruby said when she felt my dick. “Well, you're good,” she said quickly, hopping Back into my car.  The ride was silent until she busted out laughing again. “What's so funny?” I asked her. “You!” She screamed, laughing. “I don't understand the joke.” “you,” she said, “you clearly have money but no wife,” “or girlfriend from the look of it.” “How do you know that I don't have a wife” I snapped, “and how is that funny?” “You got hard when I touched you,” she said, eyeing me. “Well, I mean, look at you, ma,” I said. She mugged me.

I was caught “sorry diamond” “What about me?” She said, smiling. Here she goes flirting again. “Girl, stop playing,” I told her. “What about me, Donte?” she said in a soft voice holding onto my leg. “Aye ma, that's not funny,” I told her. “I'm not that type of dude to be played with. I'm dangerous” “yes, I have my own money and problems.” “But I don't have time for your games,” I said, removing her hands. She had a strong pull I knew her type. “Who's playing,” she said, smirking, putting her hand back. And moving higher. She had big beautiful eyes that looked like glass marbles. “Okay, let me stop and be serious.” “I don't know you,” she said. “But you are fine, and I'm digging your grill,” she said. “Digging?” I mocked her. “Let me see some damn identification.” “I swear you’re a baby,” I said. “Yo, let me see some identification, or I'm pulling over. I don't need jail bait.” “I'm not jail bait,” she snapped.  “And it isn’t that type of party even if I was.” “I have my driver's,” she said, slamming it into my lap, and hitting my dick. “Yo, ma,” I groaned. Hitting the break, the car slammed into us.

“Shit!” I hit my head with my hand. “Hey, what the hell!” The dude said I handed him 2,000 and got back into the car I didn't feel like dealing with this. “Diamond, I’m mad at you imma let you know just be lucky this wasn't my Jaguar.” I wasn't upset, but I could have been worst.  She sat in the passenger seat. Looking awkward and sad. “its okay diamond here, ma” I was only joking. I told her. “Never hit a man in the dick when it's hard,” I told her. “I don't need to see your identification.” “Okay,” she said, trying to snatch it back. “But now I got to see I need something to cheer me up.”  “And I know for a fact the driver's picture looks like a mug shot.” I took a moment to admire her picture. She had braces and glasses, But she pulled it off like a sexy teacher. I looked down at her birthday and noticed her name. I wasn't even mad; she didn't know me.  Ruby, huh, I thought to myself laughing. “Here, ma,” I said, handing her the license.

“You look cute as hell in that picture.  That isn’t easy,” I said as she covered her picture. “I hate this picture. I had to order contacts because I was out”.  “And I ended up being stuck with my glasses.” “And I just recently got rid of my braces,” she said. “Smile for me, ma!” I asked her. “You funny,” she smirked. “But I'm very serious,” I said.  She smiled a huge smile. “It's Aight,” I said to her. “Let me show you a smile.” I took out my silver grill, lovely stole my first gold one. She started cracking up. “Anyways!” I yelled, smiling, my sexy smile. She looked at me for a minute. “Huh, it's iight,” she said in a monotone voice. Not taking her eyes off me.

“So, diamond why camouflage,”  I asked her referring to her car.  “I think it's sexy and tough.”  I started cracking up “sexy and tough!” “Girl, you squishy!” I laughed at her. “This is tough and sexy,” I said, flashing my abs. “Want to touch?” I asked her?  She started coughing. “I can't,” she said, not making eye contact. “oh, you got a boyfriend or friend?” I said, disappointed. “oh no, I'm too busy for a boyfriend,” she explained. When I was younger, I wouldn’t have cared if she had a man I would have got a thrill out of destroying their relationship. I was having fun with her; we were having a flirting battle, and I must say she was a worthy foe, but I’m better. “You want to chill with me later?”  I asked her. “Nothing has to happen,” “I would just really appreciate your company.”

Time passed with us just driving; it was a 1 trip to her location. She hadn't given me an answer yet. But I was willing to wait.  I haven’t laughed with somebody in a long time. The rest of the ride, we jammed through r&b. Having a contest of better vocals. We tested each other intelligence with trivia. Man, I was having a blast with her. She felt like the best friend I’ve always had. “Hey, man!” “ “One last question?” I asked her finally.  When she got out the car it was if a cold breeze came in, it was a lot of warmth and comfort when she was there like a