I smiled and answered him with a kiss. He picked me up and carried me into the room, “call me after!” Lovely yelled from the bathroom TV. When we got into the room, it was awkward. This was about to happen… I took a deep breath. “Are you sure?” He said. “Do you not want to?” I asked him. He looked at me like I was crazy.  We had been dating for months now and were officially a couple. “I just…” “Me and lovely,” he explained; I took it the wrong way and cut him off. “So yall are together?” I asked with an attitude. “No! But she left a deep scar on my heart,” he said. Then he explained their crazy-ass story of how they dated for a couple of months and how she just got back into town, but I was in his life. He claimed me before we were even together. “I am sure Donte,” I said, sucking on his lip. “Wait! I want to lose it to my favorite song,” I yelled, running over to turn on my song and put it on repeat. All these kisses- Tammy Rivera. He laughed and made his way between my legs. “Let me,” I said, grabbing him into my hands as soon as I did I got cold feet he had a full size. I laid down, and he adjusted himself.

We did foreplay everything that he could do to get me comfortable.  He took a deep breath and eased himself into me. “Oh my god, this fucking hurts!” I screamed.

I had to be quiet; the kids were downstairs. “Ouch! Oweee” I whined. I groaned at the pain.  “Ouch,” I laughed; this needed to be over. “I’m sorry,” he said as he continued. “I’m sorry” I cried with tears in my eyes, I dug the skin off his body. I could feel his flesh fill my nails. He bit his lip as he pushed his way in. I ate blood out of his neck. “Fuck!” He yelled out!

The pain was worse than cramps on my worst day! I was stretching and being stabbed. “get out of my stomach!” I screamed. He started laughing. “I am not in your stomach,” he said, slowly pumping breaking through my walls.

 He continued until he could thrust the pain was terrible. I laid there, counting. This wasn’t sexy, and I kind of wish I didn’t wait this long for this to happen; this wasn’t special; it was painful all the movies lied.

I felt nothing but pain and pressure 303… 304… 305… 306 “ooh!”

My body began to tingle. It felt strange then; my body filled with pleasure. “Ooh,” I moaned into the air. “Ooh yeah,” I cried donte just looked at me the whole time with a strange expression. I kept my eyes focused on donte, “ooh, yes.” “Yes!” I moaned louder, he covered my mouth and hit me with some long deep, slow strokes.

As he trusted me, I got super moist, my thighs were wet. I reached between my legs and felt blood. I low key freaked out. “Donte stop…” I moaned out; he continued. “Baby!” I moaned. Blood was all over his cream silk sheets; I was beyond grossed out. “Blood Donte,” I moaned, “it’s okay there’s supposed to be blood,” he said deep stroking. “No, I mean my period.” I loudly whispered.   He slowed down and looked at me. “I can replace them,” he said, seriously looking at me. I frowned my face, but I had finally got to this point; we might as well go all the way… Don’t judge because it wasn’t intentional, but we continued until he came. If I was on my period that meant lencia was too, 

I ran to the shower, and he followed we washed and had more sex. This time it was much cleaner, when we got back to the room, I tried scrubbing the sheet, and he looked at me like I was crazy. Its just blood he said I guess there’s a first time for everything. And he busted out laughing balling the sheets up and throwing them into the washer.

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 CHAPTER 13- OFFICIAL

Monday

I sat at the kitchen table feeling awkward, Donte smirked at me. Lencia scanned me up and down. “So how was yall weekend?” She asked, looking at me. “Fine,” we said at the same time. “What did yall do this weekend?” She asked. I looked down at my plate and then over to Donte. Out the corner of my eye, I noticed her eyebrow raise Lencia was scary like the FBI.

Donte looked her straight in her eyes and spilled the beans. I fell out of my chair. “You okay, baby?” Donte asked, laughing. “Baby?” Lencia said, smiling. “Oh, so yall was being freaky and got into a relationship, huh?” Tamera said, clearing her throat.  “What did you do this weekend, lencia?” Tamera asked her with an annoyed tone. Lencia changed the subject and started typing on her phone. “What about you, Nephew?” Donte asked him, but he put his head down. Something was going on; I was curious, but I left it alone. Donte’s phone rang, and he excused himself. Lencia and Tyreese exchanged quick looks, but I caught them. 

I raised my brow at them… “what’s going on?” I asked them with a straight face. “Nothing,” lencia quickly said. “Lencia?” I asked with a stern voice. Tamera had an irritated look. “Omg! They had sex!” she said, pissed storming out the room. Valencia's face turned red, and she put her head down.  My eyes got big, and I had to process the information. Tyreese stared at his phone like he didn’t hear what was going on. “What?” I asked, shocked? Tyreese ignored me. “What!” I said, slamming my hand on the table; they both jumped.

Donte ran back into the kitchen, “what happened?” He asked concerned? I raised my eyebrow at Tyreese. He begged me not to say anything with his eyes.   “Oh, nothing baby” “I almost dropped the glass on the floor,” I said, looking at Tyreese. “Oh, okay, baby,” he said, walking away to continue his conversation. “Tyreese, take a walk with me,” I said, walking outside. Once we got out by the pool, I shut the door and walked over to the gazebo. 

“So, what happened now?” I asked with my hand on my hip. “Well… I’ll tell you if you don’t get mad,” he said. “No, you’re going to tell me no matter what,” I said, annoyed! “Well, first, let me say this. I was a virgin, too…” he said, trying to change my attitude.  “Keep going, boy,” I snapped. I’m not sure why I was so mad. “Well, at the party, lencia was all over my ex,” he said, explaining. “What do you mean all over your ex?” “Are you gay, Tyreese?” I asked him. He stopped talking and looked at me, offended. I mean, he was handsome like Donte, but he was awkward like geeky nerd awkward. He had braces; he didn’t seem gay, but his story confused me. 

“No, ruby,” he said, annoyed! “My ex is a girl,” he said, “lencia and her!” “We’re making out,” he said with an attitude. “Oh…” I said. “Yeah,” he said and continued. “Well, my ex does everything for attention,” he said. “Oh…” I said again, listening, and finally processing. “Well, she used lencia pretending to be her friend or girlfriend,” he said, looking at me to make his point. “Oh…” I said again, shocked, scared to know more. “Well, she invited us all to her house, and we all were kind of were drinking and smoking,” he said, looking down. I took a deep breath to keep calm. “Oh…””Okay…” I said.

“And then we played party games; it was other people and us.” “Okay…” I said, paying attention. “My ex dared lencia to do crazy stuff like; strip in front of everybody.” “But not before daring mera to do some crazy stuff in the bathroom with some guys there.” “I told them both hell, no! let’s go.” “But they insisted,” I put my hand over my mouth. 

“Lencia got teased because she taped her boobs, and they called her a dike.” “Then, my ex tried to do stuff with me, and I dragged everybody home.” “Wait… so you guys weren’t here last night?” I asked, smacking my face. “No… we weren’t until like 3am,” he said, looking down.  “Okay, then what else? I asked” “Well, everybody was drunk, including mera; she tried to while I was driving,” he said disgusted, I didn’t want to know more. “I called her out about being a ho, and she freaked out on me.

I wasn’t saying she was a ho. I said what she did with those boys was ho behavior,” he explained she tried to kill me while I was driving, and she said I didn’t understand.” “she keeps too many secrets and walks away when her phone rings to talk in private” he complained about Tamera  “Then she jumped out the car while we were 2 blocks away.” “Then, lencia broke out crying.” “I didn’t know what to do.” “I just know that I really started to like her after we hung out she is smart and goofy,” he said blushing. “And I slowly started falling off from mera all she wanted to have sex, and I didn’t,” he said. “Well, from there, she was crying, so I drove around town talking to her.” “We stopped at the beach and sat and talked.” 

“About everything,” he said with tears in his eyes. What did he know that I didn’t, I wondered? “And then after she felt better, we kissed well…” “she kissed me.” “And… well yeah…” “and you know the rest…” he said, looking down. That was enough I didn’t want to know how my little sister lost her virginity. 

I didn’t know what to say… “what now?” Is all I could say? “Well, she is my girlfriend, and I’m going to marry her,” he said, smiling from ear to ear. I shook my head. I was glad she lost it to him and not somebody dangerous, I thought. “Boy, if anything…” I was saying, and he cut me off. “I know what love is…” he said, “I am aware of what I’ve done,” he said. “I will not disrespect her. I will kiss the ground that she walks on.” He said. “Lencia found me, and I will save her,” he said, hugging me.

A few days later, I was free from my period. Donte and I had a pillow fight. I was winning, of course. Until he cheated by picking me up. He slammed me on the bed. “Stop!” “You cheated!” I wined. “Awe baby, let me make it up to you.” He said, crawling towards me. “Donte you’re so nasty!” I screeched. “Only for you, baby,” he said, kissing my feet and then all the way up. I spread my legs and let him have me! “Now, let’s finish what we started,” he said, sucking on me. And filling me with all his length.

I closed my eyes as his muscled body pressed into mines. He was so hot. Like his body produced a large amount of heat. Which made his I rolled my eyes as the pleasure cleared my thoughts. My hair rubbed into the silk sheets, and my body slid across the bed. Donte the headboard. His mouth was ajar, and he was focused. “Shhh, Donte, you are banging the headboard into the wall” I held it. He snatched my breast into his mouth. Then I ended up being louder than the headboard. “Shhh,” he said, laughing. I tried. But he wasn’t making it easy on purpose. “I coming,” I moaned into Donte’s ear, Nibbling on it. “Damn! Don’t do that,” he said, slowing down.

“What do you mean?” “You’re going to make me,” he said, trying to concentrate. I wrapped my legs around him as I exploded into his ear. “Ah shit,” he said as wet smacking filled the room. I let go of the headboard. Donte’s phone started to ring; he ignored it. “Do you need to get that?” I asked him. “Hell no!” he said, bashing me. After he finished, we cuddled. Later that night… We snuck into the garage. He wanted to find somewhere where we could be as loud as we wanted to.

Pick a car, he said, smiling. He had so many, I chose the fanciest one. “Get in hurry up.” He said. “Okay… now what?” I asked. He started stripping “ooh,” I said, taking off my clothes.  We started kissing each other. It was about to get really sweaty. “Spread your legs,” donte said, licking his lips; I held Donte's head as he went between my legs. “omg!” I screamed. “Hmm?” “Donte stop,” I said, quickly tapping him.

“I haven’t even started yet,” he whined. He lifted his head up. And Valencia tapped on the car window, I was so embarrassed. “Aren’t yall too old for car sex?” she said, raising her eyebrow. “What are you doing down here?” we asked. “Donte, your phone is ringing off the hook,” she said, tossing the phone through the crack in the window and walking away. “Who is it, Donte?” Ruby asked out of breath. “Its lovey.” “She has called 7 times.” “And she left messages and texted saying call her ASAP.”

I hopped out of the car and ran into the house. I quickly called lovely, the phone rang. And she answered. Her make-up was smeared all over her face. And was pouring out tears. I could hardly hear her, and she was muffled. “What’s wrong, omg,” ruby asked, looking at lovely. “They took everything.” “Somebody stole my identity and took everything all I have is like 600 to my name, I think…” “I can’t afford to spend anything. “ “my rent is due, and I can't pay.”

“No!” Ruby said, trying to make her feel better. “It’s more than enough room here” “we have space.” She said. Lovely looked at her strangely. “Excuse me, baby,” Donte said, pulling on rubies shirt. “Come here,” he said, excusing himself. “What the hell?” “Why would you try to bring her here?” He asked, frustrated. “She needs help that’s your ex you need to help her!” Ruby said, annoyed by his tone.

“But baby…” he said, dying on the inside. “I trust you, Donte,” she said, kissing him. “I…, are you sure,” he said, looking into her eyes. “She can stay in the guest house.” “Or she could stay in the guest room Donte don’t be like that,” Ruby said. “It’s just until she gets back on her feet. What’s the worst that could happen?” “And if I feel anything funny, I will personally kick her out.” Ruby smiled.

Donte looked at me with a face that I never saw before. He walked out of the room. Lovely was just freaking out, tossing things crying. “Lovely calm down,” I yelled. She continued spazzing. “Lovely buy a plane ticket, and we will handle the rest.” She said, getting her attention.

“Oh, my gosh, thank you!” “You don’t have to do this,” she said, wiping her face. “I just…” she said, breaking down, “is this okay with you too, Donte?” She asked as he walked back into the room, the video call kept freezing. He smiled weakly. “Yeah, man, we got a room,” he said. “Thank you, Donte,” she said, hanging up.  She didn’t thank me Donte's house or not; it was my idea. The next day I tried to kiss Donte, but he blew me off. What the hell! I thought to myself. 

Later in the day, I tried again, but he blew me off again. “Donte, can we talk?” I asked him, but he kept walking past me. He has not said a word to me. And at dinner, he didn’t even sit by me.  He avoided me, was not talking to me. And when I did catch him, he ignored me. “Donte, what the hell,” I said to him in bed. He rolled over and ignored me. It was hurting my feelings. I did not deserve this! “Donte,” I said, grabbing him. He shook me off and rolled back over.

I didn’t go to sleep; I simply stayed up all night with tears rolling out my eyes. The next morning lovely called saying that she purchased a ticket and would be here in a couple of days.