Samuel Halden

     Diary

I know Jamie really likes all hallows eve. I think it’s cool that he calls it that. Im gonna get him a movie but i dont have money

Okay so ronald said he would help me get the money but he was being weird about it

i mean i know his mom is paying for me to go to school but not me specifically 

something about an ancient agreement or whatever

jamie always is more scared around his mom but if i were him id be grateful to have one 

i know we say i love you a lot but i think he just means friends and i might mean more

but i don't think his friends would like it

ron and kevin are mean to eachother but when i ask them if theyre ok they both get mad at me and say i'm just not cool enough to understand

jamie told me that ron and kevin are just really good frenemies but i still dont know what that means

Kevins been really mean to me lately like he teases me for wearing pink and he won't listen when i tell him to stop

I mean i just don’t get why he thinks he can tell me what to do because he’s prettier than me

     Diary

Ron invited me over to give me money but he must have forgotten because he just showed me his room

Its weird, jamie didn’t tell me ron liked to hunt birds

I feel bad for the birds

I don’t care if they were bothering him.

Ron was being really nice though, he let me play with his legos and sit on his bed

He even told me i was really pretty

     Diary

i dont want to tell james how i got the money

i don’t want to think about how i got the money

it was a stupid idea

i don’t want to remember what ron looked like without his sunglasses on

i didnt want the movie that bad

It was just a gift, it was just supposed to be a gift for jamie

i’m so dumb to try that

i don’t know but i think i forgive ron because he was just trying to help, he's my friend so he just wanted to help me out

i lied to him too, i didn’t even like the purple lipstick

     Diary

i think jamie liked the movie

it was the new one nightmare on elm street 2, it was really scary and i think im gonna have nightmares

atleast ronald didn't like it

he kept mumbling "shit's not realistic"

jamie held my hand when he got scared and it made me feel really safe

kevin pretended to be fine with it but we all know him better

i really really didn’t like the part near the ending and i don’t like how ron was smiling throughout it

tomorrow is school so I guess I'm gonna have to meet with kevin about our project