only eighteen minutes left then i leave and then oh no then i have to go home i want to stay i want to stay here seventeen minutes time is slipping out of me today was not good i guess some of it was we listened to hamilton i can relate i write i write like im running out of time why did they fight they could have talked they didnt need to get violent they just needed to talk i could have talked sixteen minutes no no they may never know i need to tell someone but it hurts oh god please help me i need help i needed help no one wants to help she tried helping me she doesnt understand no i cant explain no one can explain fifteen minutes i dont want to go my friend left early i dont want to leave early like my friend it wasnt his fault i will end up like him no no no no please dont think that i wont be like him i will not leave early fourteen minutes they are leaving early the bell will ring soon i think i will be ringing that bell someday i dont want to ring the bell the bell makes them leave the room i dont want to ring the bell but i am walking towards the bell ringer it is what i am here for to ring the bell thirteen minutes most of them have left now i still wait for the bell will the bell ever ring for me i want to get out of my seat and stretch so i can relax before i go home home home i dont like home school is safe for me i never want to leave but now i did something and i must leave twelve minutes i want to leave the room i feel trapped in this room i want to get out of this room my best friend is leaving people are rushing out i call for them to wait a little longer with me but they dont hear eleven minutes why are they leaving theyre leaving me alone alone i see the bell ringer walking are they walking towards me i feel myself getting up but i dont want to leave the room just yet i hesitate ten minutes left there are people from lower grades left in the room no one my age only younger i dont know if i should leave or not the bell ringer is coming and i accept nine minutes i stand and start ushering the people out of the room the bell ringer watches and is proud the people try to resist but i force them out of the room eight minutes now there are only a few people left they are nervous i will force them out to but they should not be worried because i want to leave i want to go see my friends outside of school i start heading towards the door it seems so far away i start running but im not going anywhere i look up and i see why the bell ringer is holding me back i yell i want to get out but they hold me seven minutes i struggle they trap me here in this room i will never leave unless i escape the bell ringer i need to go six minutes i cry because i know im giving in they know i am giving in they hand me the bell and i take it only some time left until i am the one who rings the bell five minutes i used to be okay when this period began i did not want to leave but now i make them go i make them go outside of school do i really want to take this into my own hands yes i must it is my destiny i need to do this