I rush out of bed to go pack. I should go let my mother know after I'm done packing. Okay anyways I'll need my clothes, Toothbrush/toothpaste, books, phone, camera, gym clothes, wallet and some extra stuff. Okay what time is it now it's 5:13. I went into the shower to wash up before I go. After I finished showering I dried my hair then get changed. I don't want to make him wait when he gets here. Well even though it is still long before he gets here I haven't told my mom yet. Wish me well this isn't going to be easy. I go downstairs to be greeted by my mom. "Hello dear did you change your mind about food? there are some leftovers in the fridge just warm them up in the microwave" she said. "Um actually mom it's something else, I have to tell you something" I said. "What is it that you have to tell me dear?" she said. "Well I forgot to tell you but.." I fidgeted with my fingers. "My university is kind of far away from home so, me and Shiro are going to live in an apartment near the school" I said. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME" she shouted. tears started forming in her eyes that were full of anger. "B-but mom it's closer to my school" I said still a little shocked. "You don't wanna leave your poor mother here...like your sister and father right?" " who is going to make sure you take your medication?"  "whose going to wear all of those dresses" she started getting more creepy I was scared. I went to go break the argument so, I had to negotiate... "Mom if you let me live with Shiro I will make sure to come back on the weekends and holidays". "I will also let you dress me in women's clothes and put makeup on me"... I have lost all hope in my eyes she knows I hate cross dressing so she should accept if I say that. She smiled with those crazy eyes of hers they scare me. "Okay hunny but remember your promise and make sure to invite me over sometime and bring Shiro here on the weekends like when you guys were young" that smile did not leave her face. "But before you go can you put on this dress for your mother please" Shiro is going to arrive in 30 minutes so I agreed I don't want her to be in a bad mood. My mother pulled me into the bathroom and threw a white dress with a medium sized skirt looked to be a summer dress. I hurriedly put on the dress wishing get this over with as soon as possible. I opened the door to my mom's happy face. "You look stunning" her eyes gave a horrific stare that sent shivers up my spine. She pulled me in front of the mirror, the long mirror showed my reflection. I was disgusted it made me wanna throw up. My mother touched my face and said "my oh my, look at your small complexion you look so pretty I'm so upset that Shiro gets to have a pretty thing like you around" her voice sounded so sweet but yet so empty. I felt like she had complete control over me like I was her doll. She dresses me up whenever she wants but when she gets bored she will throw me away. To her I'm just a replacement for my sister I'm sure if my sister lived instead of me though it would have been the exact same thing my sister would have dressed like a guy. My mom dresses me up as a female because she thinks that this how my sister would have looked if she were alive. "Mom I have to get changed back into my regular clothes Shiro will be coming soon" I said still upset. "Okay, I'll get your stuff from upstairs then" she said obviously dissatisfied. By the time I got changed my clothes were already downstairs. She passed me my pills that I almost forgot "Thank you mom" I said and she nodded. There was a sudden knock on the door, I opened the door to Shiro. He smiled at me and said " are you ready to get going now?"